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I hate this, I hate my life. Why do I live where I do? Why did I have to be born in the family I'm in? Why do I have to be the person I am? What made me be here. My spirit does not belong in this body -- in this life. But I can't change anything. God if I wasn't afraid of death I would want to kill myself by now -- but I know that's not what I want. I just don't want to live this exhausting and draining life where the good times are so minimal that even when I'm happy I'm not. I don't want to be here living this stupid life that doesn't even matter eventually. God I hate everything I'm being put through. It's always get done with this, or its almost over. I dont' look forward to the next day or anything and when I look forward to something it's usually when something is ending -- like oh it will be over before you know it. Why do I have to live like this and why is it ME that has to.
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I feel the way you do. I dont know its rough. Just have to try and survive the best you can.
ReplyYou sound exactly like me back in my childhood. If you are young and living with parents you have the day you leave home to look forward to just as I did. If you are older change your circumstances.
ReplyI feel the same exact way about my life. But when you really get down to it, what's the root of your depression, your anger, your fear? Mine is abuse and mental and emotional stress. You must have a reason too! You should focus on figuring it out so you can be the best you. Remember that people WILL miss you even if you think they won't. Even if not a lot of people will 'notice', there will be a subtle amount who do.
Just my opinion, I guess. You do you!
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