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i’m fine during the day. i’m tired and annoyed but i get through it. but once it’s dark and the neighborhood is quiet and i’m alone in my room, i can’t help it. how much easier it would make my life. all my problems that weigh me down would disappear. sure my family would be upset, but why do i have to be upset living everyday just to make them happy. why do i have to bear it so they don’t. i cant afford therapy and don’t have any time to go if i could. i’m starting to think about it every day. how easy it would be. i wouldn’t have to worry about my mom or college or my job. i’ve gone beyond the point of caring what my family thinks. the only reason i haven’t done anything yet is because of my dad. i love him so mich and he loves me. i cant bring myself to make him feel any pain. but i’m losing it. i’m losing it. i’m failing 2 of my college classes which means so hopes of university. i keep getting rejected at all my job interviews. my mom has been a burden in my life for the past 20 years. i need to go
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Never give up sweetheart life is tough but we can get through it dont get me wrong i have my days to life is very challenging but dont give up stay focused and sometimes in life we get rejected by things because thats not the place we need to be at the moment it seems like you dont have any you time...you might need a peace of mind but never give up...i know the feeling too being a convicted felon not having anything not being able to work wasnt able to pay for college i pray you can get the help you can get...and dont be selfish hun be strong for yourself and your dad if you cant be strong for anybody else i have faith in you to stay strong may god bless you and stay focused
ReplyWhat are your problems? When you attend job interviews ask as many questions as you can about the job and place of work. That way you will sound very interested in taking the job. In what way has your mum been a burden?
ReplyDon't force yourself to do anything. Just go with the flow and enjoy every moment. invest time in yourself. know yourself. what you are good at. what you like to eat and don't like. Life is easy if you just thinks basic need is necessary. Life is not fair when you look at others. so believe the energy of universe what has they given to you. and enjoy everything means every little thing like washing your damn face too. laugh at yourself. see yourself in mirror often. cheer up man. I am dying to live alone. you have got that chance. Don't be suicidal. Don't think of parents and others think about yourself.
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