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It’s been driving me crazy how much I think of her. How much I miss her but I was the one who drove her away. I honestly thought I’d never see her again. Until one day when I was out with my wife and there she was. Sitting. Eating with her daughter who I had bonded with at some point in her life. There they both were years later. I fought the urge to run to her and embrace her because I knew she wasn’t mine any longer. She looked amazing. She had changed her hair but she was still something out of a dream. Eyes that catch you with one glance, her gentle smile and her rare beauty that came out even more when she wore makeup. If I could close my eyes I can probably still smell the coconut shampoo she used to use and I would love the smell of. I didn’t notice I was in a huge daze up until my wife tugged on my arm to order. We ordered our food and I purposely sat across the way but far enough where she wouldn’t notice me. I took out my phone and sat there watching her through my camera. As creepy as this sounds I even took a couple candid photos. Why lie. I couldn’t focus and I kept feeling my heart pound in my chest. I kept remembering moments with her. When I saw her get up to leave, I saw her beautiful round belly. She was expecting again. I just kept wishing it was my seed in there not his. He didn’t deserve her. But she loved him and she chose him. I made up an excuse to my wife to get closer to her. As we crossed paths, I caught a whiff of her coconut shampoo. I heard her gentle voice. We made eye contact and I was HOPING she would recognize me. She just smiled and kept walking. She didn’t even glance back when I looked at her leave the restaurant. She didn’t recognize me or she chose not to even bother recognizing me. I saw her unlock her car. I also saw him come out from the barber shop right next door. They smiled and kissed and looked so in love. He rubbed her belly and opened her car door and helped her in. He even leaned in and kissed her again and rubbed her belly. I felt a mix of rage and heartbreak watching this beautiful exchange because deep down. She was still mine in my heart. She had captured me in a way where I can get lost in just her eyes. She had shown me beauty of this dark world and helped me though the darkest times. She was the one I could never capture. The tease the universe put on this Earth for me to never have. When I sat back down with my wife I couldn’t concentrate. She noticed and asked if I was okay. I lied and told her I was just feeling under the weather. She told me it looked like I had seen a ghost. Little did she know I had. I saw the ghost of my past and what was supposed to be my future. And with that I will start telling the greatest love story never told.
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