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What should I do? Please help
8 years ago · 3 · Explicit
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Once, I told myself that I'll never be involved in casual relationship (or sex) and suddenly I was. I don't feel sad nor guilty about it because it's pointless to feel that way. Honestly, I just know one thing; I don't like this kind of set-up. It's like everything that is happening is unreal and untrue. Everything is unsure and uncertain. It is like a ticking bomb that can explode any minute and if that moment comes, Poof! It's the end. It also demands you to be cold and distant. Tell me how when I am the type of person that feels everything. I feel like it is changing me or maybe I am trying to change me in able to fit in and survive. How many times I thought of leaving or ending things but I just end up failing. Is it maybe because I already felt something? Or I am just scared that when I end things, it will totally end without a second thought, All I know is I am so exhausted of thinking about this. Which someone could help.
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ReplyOne thing that has helped me is distraction. I try to distract myself because I tend to think of the same thing or same sceneries over and over again and that never really helps it just makes me dwell on it. Things feel unreal to me a lot as well. One thing that didn't help was isolating myself. The more often I get out or hang out with other people and the more I distract myself and stop thinking about questions I can't answer, things start to feel more real.
ReplyI totally have the same situation. I'm sleeping with someone and you feel the need to try and be so relaxed and noncommittal to them bc you don't want to be clingy or have them back off. Even in my situation, I know the person I'm with is having a total emotional breakdown rn and I'm a pro at emotional support, but every time I try to be supportive I think it comes off as clingy to him bc we're not together. Meanwhile, I'd be just as supportive of anybody. A stranger could tell me they're upset and I'd be just as invested in being emotionally supportive of them. Sigh. We get a little bit committed to people without meaning to all the time. I feel you 100%. I understand.
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