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I worry that my dream wasn't a dream. That I actually was drugged while sleeping and raped by some stalker creep without my and my significant others acknowledgement. This happening while I was staying with my partner place, who lives in another country and who've I've been with for 4 years. I can't get over the thought that something happened to me and I'm unaware of it. All because of what other people were doing towards me which was emotionally abusive, manipulating and causing me significant amount of mental distress. I've become extremely paranoid, distrustful and skeptical around others. I even got the idea that I got pregnant by some stalker creep rapist, instead of my partner whom I'm now married to...
I mentioned to my husband about this concern and reassured me that it would be impossible that he wouldn't be the father. How nothing bad happened to me and I'm freaking out for nothing. I've mentioned to him about getting a paternity test because I'm doubting everything. I had become so psychologically tormented and retraumatized by what people have done towards me that I'm doubting myself, my reality and speculating the worst.
I don't know if it was some dream or not because of how vivid it was. I've felt people were stalking me and harassing me for awhile. That I truly believe my child is conceived by rape
of a complete stranger, who's a creep stalker. Honestly, I feel like I'm losing my mind, I feel something isn't right and that I still want to get a paternity test done. I'm paranoid for a reason and I hate that I've allowed people to get to me like this.
I know that I had never cheated on my now husband and never would.
If I find out this baby is not my husbands and I got knocked up by stalker, rapist and creep.
I will go crazy and I am going to fucking kill the baby!!!
Thank you to everyone who has fucked with my life and played games with me.
I only have hate for you all.
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Why don't you call the police if you're afraid you were raped. They can test to see if you were at the hospital if you're that sure.
ReplyIt's too late for that. I'm very far along in my pregnancy and this would of had to of been done back in August.
ReplyIf the baby isn't my husbands when I would never cheated on him. Then clearly I was raped.
I will lose it and I don't want this baby alive.
I swear I will kill this child that was conceived by rape.
ReplyI don't know what to believe anymore. I'm doubting my own reality and questioning if it was just a vivid dream or not.
All because of other people acting odd around me in public and doing all sorts of manipulative and psychologically abusive tactics on me.
I don't and haven't felt safe since.
I feel completely violated and retraumatized for what other people have done towards me.
If you kill the baby you will spend along time in prison. You would be better to adopt the baby out to a couple who cannot have children. Please talk to your husband about this.
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