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I found out mo mother was has narcissism in a patological way, since she doesn't make difference when treat people, she even interact this way with her own daughters. Except the one that copied her mechanism.
I was rised by her, and I'm stuck with her since I lost my job and got sick. I still can't believe about this finding. The good news my friends is that I am finally getting back on my feet (still can't move out). You know guys? All my traumas and my illness it's because of her treatment towards me. Of course, my father complements her. Anyways, my brain reacts against me when I face my mother's mistreat, it's unbelievable. Her mannerliness marked me so much, that my own psyche system acts punishing me. And now, I am fighting to that by telling me that I am doing well, that is true what is happening (the mistreat), that I have the right to do what I am doing. You have no idea how hard this is.
I am sad, and I guess I gotta face a mourning with my mom and the relationship with my parents. Because they are not what they told me/ show me, and they even are worse: because their psychological mechanism to survive hurt people, beyond the fact that they can love them. But that's not up to me. I can't keep a close relationship with them to stay healthy. And since nobody take cares of me except myself, wellit's a tough decision but necessary.
The other subject is: if I don't get a job to have a life by my own, suicide it's a valid option then. I know life can be worse than what it is now, and I already have a lot to put up with this, unless I can overcome this first and the put up with the next painful situation: to get old in poverty.
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ReplyNot time for this, ok?
Let him\her write.
ReplyThey were saying my mother, it's a typo. Also, I just the person who wrote this to know, I went through a similar situation. Surround yourself with those who love you, friends. Build a strong support system to rely on. They get you through the biggest struggles and always take their advice. Remember, there is always light at the end of a dark tunnel.
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