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I've never felt more alone before.
Well no that's not true. I've felt this alone plenty of times. But it has always been remedied by the eventual reunion with friends, family, the escape to work or somewhere special.
Now I have to sit and dwell in this solitude. Alone.
I see people post about the stress of having to get their kids through school. I see photos of couples doing things together while stuck at home. I have to write and record videos for people for my work, encouraging them and reminding them of positive things. I believe what I write and say, but I also feel this pain deep inside, from a sick stomach to aching fingers and sore everything.
I have so much to do but feel so useless. Inessential. Purposeless.
I have so much free time now, but there is no escape. There is no end to this season. Yes, perhaps a few more days. Or a few more weeks. Or a few more months. We don't know. And I don't know. I don't know if I will be alone for the rest of my life.
Just me, my dog and my depression, sitting at home- alone.
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Hope you are going to be ok. If it helps any well I feel alone sometimes . And no you will not be alone forever your time will come and you will enjoy it when it does . You'll look back on these days and know what you came through to be there . Head up my friend keep faith
ReplyMany people live alone and are quite happy to do so. Have a hobby and do things that you like and enjoy. Keep yourself busy then you won't have time to consider that you are alone.
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