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I need to get this off my chest..
1 month ago · · Loneliness,
I was dating this guy,
we had been dating for going on two years and had been good friends for about a year before that. We built a life together and had everything intertwined. We got in some pretty big fights that only progressed over time. A few days before the quarantine started he decided he didn’t want to be with me anymore, I didn’t have a job and all the money I had saved up over my lifetime was finally exhausted from supporting us for the last 9 months.. I only had ten dollars in my pocket, no gas in my gas tank, we had a fur child together, and we were even on a lease together.
He knew I had very little family, definitely none that could help and no real friends...
Within a day or two I got a job and managed to keep it for about two weeks through all this quarantine craziness but it was only enough money to get me by for maybe a month or so... I lost that job and I feel so alone. I have no idea what to do..
a lot has been on my mind lately and I have no one to talk to.
I knew I wasn’t in deep, mad love but there is something about being abandoned that never gets easier.
It’s a familiar friend that I’ve known most of my life the only thing I can really count on.
I’m almost 30 years old and nothing has ever been simple, as the years go on the only question I have is
will it ever start to?