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1 month ago · · Lonely,
Loneliness isn't a new feeling to me. I think over the years its gotten more like a part of me more than a feeling if that makes sense.
Sometimes I sit and think if im gonna feel like this forever? Sometimes I have people in my life that help with it without me even really knowing because for a while I forget about it. Then you noticed that everyone has their person and you arent that person nor do you have a person like that and that that part of you thats lonely comes back and im just non stop crying. It feels unbearable sometimes and sometimes I just want it to go away completely. Isnt it unfair how much we depend on people how Is it fair for us to expect that from someone? how can I expect someone to be there when I cant even be there for me.
it feels so heavy and it feels so dark