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I miss you JWD.
4 years ago · 0 · Explicit
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God fucking damn it. I really do.
I miss how you put too much gel in your goddamned hair, that you buy a bunch of shit you don't need, that you lie about your relationships to try your chance with me... repeatedly. It's surreal and amusing, so opposite of everything I stand for.
I hated that you get so stoic and serious around me as if I hadn't seen that awkwardly angled dick pick years ago, and you haven't seen one of me drunk and shirtless. If you would have physically made a move, I would have been in your pants in a heartbeat. And unfortunately (for me) you will never even know it. I felt like you were cold to me and didn't have the nerve to ask why, just ran into the warm arms of another person so I could feel loved.
All these unrefined memories and thoughts make me feel disgusting. And yet, they as pleasureable as they are painful.
Sometimes, I wish things had turned out differently, but it isn't all terrible. I can't imagine your life can suck too hard either if I am hanging on my some miracle.
But I still care. I hope you are doing okay. Just had to send that out into the poor unsuspecting universe.
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