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Isn't this called cheating
2 years ago · · Cheated, · Explicit
So this person in my life kept telling me he loves me, initially I didn't believe for 2 years, but then when he didn't give up I did believe , now I did fall for him, loved him a lot gave him all my love and energy, always tried to keep him happy, spoke to him for hours, in between we used to have quarrels fights, when he used to talk nasty things, I was never ready for sex ,as earlier after making out he had blocked me from all social media, so was insecure to go futher with him, he did unblock and talk to me almost a month later and said he was guilty of what happened, but he did make out with me couple of times after this, I'm not blaming him here for this.
But now he says he always loved me just as a friend, but earlier he did say that he loved me as a lover.
I would not give my love and energy to someone who didn't love me, why did he do this, what was his intention, I did try talking to him about it, all he says is that it's past and he dosent want to talk about it.
I asked if everything is over between us, he says yes.
I spoke about it to another mutual friend of ours and all he says is, you both enjoyed in bed right, now move on. I would not have given so much of my time and love to someone who didn't love me,I feel used.
That hurted me, how can it be so easy to forget someone whom you loved so much.
And if he didn't love me , what is this loved as a friend, is this what you do to a friend whom you love or care, cheat them ,use them.hurt them.
Is this what boys do to all girls.
Am I not cheated.