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You people wanted to actively hurt me. All involved did so by dehumanizing me, emotionally abuse,wntslly abuse, taking advantage and making my life hell on purpose.
Why not lend me a gun with a bullet in it?
Why not give me a syringe with poison strong enough to numb me and make my heart stop?
It's not like I've ever been respected enough and treated like a human being. I how that this is what I think of myself and my life as a woman in her late 20's. I feel robbed others, robbed of my happiness and more. People just take from me until I have nothing left and because they just felt it and this along with my dignity. My rights taken away from me like it didn't matter and I feel constantly blocked having a say to it.
Why don't you all assist me to end my life since you were all encouraged to come screw with my head and life? What's the problem, you don't want to be held accountable for making someone's life as miserable and as helpless as it can get for them on purpose?
It's too late, I'm tired and I've pretty much given up alot already. I don't look forward to anything because I don't believe anything will get better and assume the worst because that's all I get. I've been paranoid, distrustful, doubtful and just second guessing everything because I don't know what to believe anymore. I've been going nuts trying to figure out what the fuck has been going on, why I'm having to deal with such cruel and fucked up bullshit from others. People I didn't know coming at me and constantly attacking for shit I dont even know for what.
You all intentionally wanted to make me suffer and turn everything which was once good into shit for me. I fucking heard it all about me because it goes on and on but I never get confronted in person about it.
People talk alot but got nothing to fucking show for it but great more lies. If you have a problem with me then come at me in real life and say something in my face or maybe be honest and stop hiding behind something playing your fucked up mind games. Why not do me the favor in giving me what I want to make it easier for me to end my life.
You all did your very best in hurting me and I've had enough of it. You all win and I lose.
Why not provide me with what I need to go through with it because at the end of the day, those of you who messed with me and deliberately hurt me get away with it.
I should go fucking kill myself, remember?
There was no reason as to why I should go kill myself. I can't seem to find a vaild reason and truthful answer or explanation.
Why should I have to go kill myself?
What the fuxk does it change in your lives if I'm dead!?
I haven't done anything to anyone and don't even know what the problem is anymore.
You think I'm afraid to die?
I'm tired of my life because nothing good has ever really came out of it by far and it doesn't matter if people have it worst or not. I don't see anyone else having to deal with the consequences and suffer with my burdens. I have nothing to lose and there's nothing left for to fight back anymore. I've lost alot and regained absolutely nothing because so much within me is ripped away. Since you all want to hurt me on purpose, why not do me the favor and hand me my own shovel to dig my grave.
I don't care if I'm gone or not and whom I leave behind. It doesn't matter anymore what I say, do and act. Suffered in my own ways enough and there's nothing that I can do which will make it better. There's no hope for me anymore and It's not worth trying. I don't want to care about anything anymore because I alway get hurt.
This life of mine is completely fucked as long as I continue to be here and issues never go away.
People killed my soul. Why not help me go kill myself too.
_- Jas
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