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i have been writing for a long time, and recently found some old journals. here's my current responses to those entries.
06/29/15- hey, kid. you're what, twelve now? you're newly obsessed with harry potter and creating a youtube channel. you're young and free, and this is the last year you'll feel okay all the time. next year is gonna introduce some challenges, so enjoy this time while you can. thank you for telling me to try new things; you won't for years, but you'll branch out eventually.
03/06/16- you are lost right now, and never feel quite okay. you don't know yet what's wrong with you. spoilers: nothing. you just don't know the word "transgender" yet. keep your head up. i know you're alone right now, but wait another year and you'll have a huge group of friends. you'll get better, i promise.
08/03/17- you write "life is great" in big bold letters to hide the fact it's not. well, it is. you're surrounded by friends and you're travelling and you're having the time of your life. but you're repressing your feelings, and that hurts like hell. you'll continue to do this though, so don't beat yourself up too badly.
05/13/18- you go by a new name now. not the right one yet, but definitely an improvement. you are flourishing in the high school you auditioned for (you were so scared, but look! it worked out just fine), and genuinely love the place. you have come out to your friends and family and are finally beginning to become /you/.
10/21/18- congrats! on this day, you told your family your new name. side note: this will be the FIFTH time you come out in the car. i don't know why you keep doing that. but hey, you feel the most like yourself than you ever have. you have also talked to your now girlfriend for the first time today too. get ready. you're about to fall head over heels for her.
10/30/19- you're feeling super sad right now, i know. gramps' death hurt a lot, and will continue to. but you have friends who will help you get through the grief, especially her. she'll help so much, and you'll be grateful forever.
- ian h.
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Wow, very emotional and enlightening. thank you for posting this! I love who you are, who you've been, and who you will be. Namaste
Replythank you for reading and for your kind comment! hope life is treating you well :)
Replywe are well, thank you for asking. we wish the same to you and yours.
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