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1 year ago · · pregnancy, · Explicit
I won't be happy if I find out that I will end up having a child with severe issues because I blindly trusted medical professionals that told me everything is fine. I know that I wouldn't want anything to do with a baby that has severe abnormalities. I've made it clear that I wouldn't want to keep a fetus with severe abnormalities in the first place by considering abortion, as it's my right and personal choice. I've took precautions to avoid keeping and giving birth to a child with abnormalities by doing tests specifically for this. I wish I had done more test and had done the test over just to make sure because I'm fucking skeptical about these tests. Were suppose to trust those in the medical field doing these tests and making sure that your health, along with the baby is well.
To force something upon someone that they didn't want is vile, evil and fucked up. It takes away a person's right to choose what they want within their life.
Anyone who fucks with someone else's life like that has some fucking nerve to walk around freely. It's unforgiveable to play, toy with and take away someone rights to choose or do a supposed error. I really hope people didn't fucking lie in my face about my test results and made a so called " human error" because I'm going to sue. This is life changing which isn't a game and it does impact my life. I don't give a shit what religion has to say to it or anyone else's opinion about my own belief in not wanting a child with abnormalities. At the end of the day I have to fucking deal with and live with the consequences. Nobody else will but me because it my fucking life here it will be another fucking burden, if this is the case once I give birth to this baby. The fact that I can't trust anyone's words by telling me everything is fine, because people have gravely lied to me by concealing truths from me before, playing mind games with me and my life makes a statement. Sadly have a hard time trust others because I'm thinking that I've been lied to about my baby having abnormalities, that someone either screwed up or done this on purpose to ruin my life. If I find out there is nothing that will ever allow to fucking forgive this one because of how much it impacts my life.
I swear... after all the suffering, stress and struggles I've been through while pregnant. To then only find out after 9 months that my baby has abnormalities because people who I thought I could trust actually lied, sabotaged, manipulated or fucked up.
I will fucking lose it!
This would be the very last time i will keep my composure in check because people have already crossed the fucking line with me. I honestly might go on a damn rampage because it would be the last straw with people fucking with my life.
I'm fed up of the fucking builshit people have pulled on me and got away with it.
Better hope there's no issues in the end withthis child of mine.