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: Got crushed again, but less sadness more angry and disappointed in myself. Annoyed, because I know this is prolly gonna take a long ass time to find someone who I actually love. I just feel like every time I say something big to a guy, his weak ass just decides to end it. I just don’t understand why guys treat me the way they do, like I’m nothing, just a rusted penny. I want to be happy by myself. I want someone who is afraid to lose me like I’m afraid to lose them. I’ve been watching Locke & Key and saw this part where this girl put a key in her neck and went into her head and killed her fear. I wish I could do that. Life will be a little bit better. Right now I want a social media diet. Get away from it for a bit and learn how to be online free. I need to get out of my comfort zone and be happy and do shit I want to do. But it’s hella hard, I physically/mentally can’t push myself to do shit. One day I’ll get there.
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Yes, it sucks. :( Sorry you're also going through that.
I personally don't know how I'd ever find anyone, and after loving somebody who I thought was "the one," I don't really want to become heartbroken again.
So I'm just alone in my house in absolute silence, I have no one to talk to and nobody who cares about me (besides my parents and siblings, but they all have their own lives), and I'm trying to tell myself to get used to it, instead of setting myself up for disappointment in the future.
ReplyJust Find Your Favorite Human To Talk To. It'll Be Helpful. I Have A Guy Friend Who Listens To My Nonsense And Sometimes Stay On The Phone Until I'm Sleep. It's Very Nice.
ReplyThis will sound like fortune cookie nonsense, but often we find what we are looking for when we stop looking, it is finding in reverse. That is what happened when I found my wife. I stopped looking and there she was.
ReplyThat's True Once You Stop Looking. You'll "Find" What You're "Looking" For.
ReplyI can definitely say I've been here a time or two before and learned my lesson the hard way. Self love and appreciation is not easy. If something is worth it - I can promise it will never be easy. Stop searching for someone and start searching for yourself. Start by doing what you want to do and don't worry about justifying yourself. Live unapologetically. You determine your worth - no one else, not a man, not social media, etc. Live your life how you want and try and find your happiness whatever that is. When your ready and not looking, it will find you.
ReplyWell I Have A Boyfriend. I Literally Taught Myself To Not Follow My Mother's Footstep Of Always Needing A Dude. I Live Perfectly Fine Without A Guy. If I Ever Get The Chance. I'm Rarely On Social Media.
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