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How does it feel to not feel good enough. To not trust yourself, and take precautions because you are expecting to fail. Always expecting to fail. To never accomplish anything, to constantly need help with everything. Afraid to accomplish a task because you are afraid you will mess up. To trust others before you trust yourself. Feel worthless, feel useless. Mess up everything you do. Lose hope in yourself. Feel others don't trust you with the simplest of tasks. Feel like you are a bother to everyone. Think everyone deserves better things than you do. Realize everyone is better than you. Thinking you are the dumbest person. Realizing that no matter what you do, you will always be the weakest link. Realize, you aren't necessary. Wonder why you are alive, what your purpose is, wonder if you will ever have a purpose. Doubt you will ever have a purpose. Get jealous of best friends, realize that you don't deserve them. Think about all the bad things you've done to them. Realize they would be better if you had never met them. Feel lonely in a room full of people. Wishing for a hand to hold even though you are smiling. Wanting a hug even though you are laughing. Realize your life isn't going anywhere, and it hasn't for four years. Realize you wasted four years of your life trying to be something you weren't. Make the mistake of thinking you could succeed. Feel stupid for thinking you deserved happiness. Apologize for existing. Feel in the way of everyone. Feel like an unnecessary piece of the puzzle. An extra piece that somehow got mixed in, but needs to be discarded. Sweating when you talk to a new person. Unable to make eye contact with anyone because you feel inferior. Putting everyone first because they deserve success more than you. Wishing there was a shortcut to feeling confident, wondering if there is a shortcut to being happy.
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ReplyBecause in the end you are something greater
ReplyIf you wanted to you could rewrite this post in a complete opposite way. Do you realise you have chosen to look at yourself in such a negative way? Why do that to yourself? It is so unnecessary. How have you managed to say so many bad things about yourself? You have really got carried away! Please change your attitude and choose to look at yourself in a good and positive way. I don't think anyone is here for one specific purpose. Life is about being in an adventure with good and bad things happening where you learn from your experiences and become wiser as time goes by. No person is wholly bad, and no person is wholly good either. So there are good things about you that you have chosen to ignore. You only look at the bad. Please rewrite a story about yourself where you are as great as most other people and even greater than some. Feeling sorry for yourself leads to depression so please stop doing that. Life is full of choices so please choose to look at yourself with a positive attitude.
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