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NEED YOU, I hope there is someone out there who can understand what I'm going through.
Feel like I'm a trash, good for nothing, have given all of my time and energy so much to people around me that I don't have any energy left to uplift myself, I wish I had that one person in my life in front of whom I could cry ,scream, tell all my problems without being judged, it's not like there are no people around me to talk to,but I don't feel like opening up to them,
Had one person in my life to whom I used to share everything and now he itself is the problem I tried telling him that he hurted me a lot, he doesn't seem to care at all.
Why would you hold my hand while walking if you didn't love me, why would you,text I love you 10 times if you didn't love me, I asked many times,you said you do all this because you loved me.I believed and then one day after making out with me you ghosted me.
I forgave you first time,and this repeated again and again, and one fine day you tell me,you just loved me like a friend and not like a lover.
When you knew what love is for me, when you knew I'm taking the words other way and not how u define it, why didn't you stop then. You knew very well I would have never kissed a guy who doesn't love me.Then why did you love me, I have no belief in friendship with men and love left now.I fear to be around men.
I know all are busy in life so I don't feel like bothering them, but in a while if someone would even ask me if I'm fine, or doing good, it would just make my day, atleast I would feel like there is someone who cares, someone to whom my presence or absence mattes.
I'm not happy, I have headaches, chest pain, sometimes I just cry , I find it difficult to breathe,I don't know what is this.
I just want to live life again, how can I ,what should I do. Writing down here makes me feel better, with a hope someone is out there listening to me.
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Sometimes, having yourself as your own company is the best life has to offer. I know that you may have met so many horrible people and that you could not rely on anyone right now, but always remember that there are billions of people you haven't met and I am sure that someday you will meet someone who will treasure you like the most precious gem in the world. So, just hold on, just for a little bit.
ReplyThis guy played with your heart. He had you on a string. Not everyone is like this. There are nice guys out there. You have given to others without receiving so now you feel bitter and resentful to people and rightly so. Friendships should mean giving and taking equally on both sides and this hasn't happened for you. People really only care about themselves. If you have problems you want to talk about talk to a counselor who is supposed to listen to these things. Or call a help line. You can't expect friends and people you know to care and help. You have found out what people are like. We all learn from life's experiences and sometimes life gives a hard lesson.
ReplyHi, l hope you're healthy & fine. Well l can't do anything about that boy but just calm down and read, who knows you'll feel amazing... Warning l'm wierdest object in this galaxy ^-^.
So l also feel alone and wish for someone who just listen me. But after few experiments l found that craziness is the alternate best cure of loneliness, and boredom.
And you know l'm alone at my home due to lockdown, so l do wierd & crazy things that affect me in positive way, like l do sketches, drawing & paintings on walls, start learning japanese, flute & guitar. For it's practice l start sleep at day & do stuff at night, so l practice everything , under the sky, at my balcony, the silence of night, the world is sleeping, & you're the king/queen of this world, l just love that feeling. In that silence, l get clearity about what/who is really important for me and solution of my every problem. & 2nd. Usually l'm added to many groups by my so called friends but l made a group of my 4 closest friends l had, and just after 1month l'm the only and last in the group, everyone leave me, but l used that group like my personal audio diary, l record everything what l do, learn,create, find, feel etc. . And l found that l don't need anyone, to make me happy, l'm enough to take care of my happiness.
And remember when god take something from you, then don't worry, god is going to give what is best for you.
I Think l'm flown in feelings, l don't know it helps you or not but l want to say you thanks a lot for make me feel better and light.
Have a happy & amazing lifd. ^v^
ReplyLove dies as long as you outlive it. Time will destroy anything and everything including you eventually so don't blame the guy for being dependent on something that wasn't there anymore most humans are nostalgic that is just he way it is.
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