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I want to kill myself so badly. There’s nothing left for me to live for. Not a Single soul cares about me or wants to help me. I’ve tried telling my parents how I feel numerous times and all they do is tell me I’m being dramatic and making it up. I don’t have access to any weapons but I wish I did. I can’t keep living like this. I can’t get any help professionally either. And the suicide hotline is no help, those people don’t care either. I hate my life so much and I don’t know what to do. I have to put a smile on my face every day.
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Why do you need a weapon?
What is it you need?
ReplyWell you need to be honest about what's going on or why you feel that way.
ReplyHey buddy,
i don't know if i can provide you with any help but let me tell you a little story, please listen to it.
I am only 19 years old, i have never been in state that made me more unhappy and down in my entire life. Work like is killing my emotions and i truely don't have more than 2 People that i can call my "Friends". I'm pretty sure my Family cares about me but i don't know since i can't communicate my sadness very well. I am super introverted and i would rather make a few people laugh with me than talk about how shit my life is and how i just wanna stop existing sometimes.
Yet i couldn't get myself to end my existence, because even tho i am a lazy guy that is lonely and sad nowadays i still wanna see where my path goes, where humanity will go the next few years, where my path leads me, what i might be able to acomplish or maybe even how i will be able to be happy again in the future.
Life can be very depressing and sad but you should never give up, think about all the positive Things that happend for example, childhood memories etc.
I am no expert in dealing with mental Problems but when i am sad and got no one to talk to, i usually take some time of, from everything. I think you should to the same go somewhere that isn't home, and do something that puts your mind to ease, personally i like to just go for a ride on my motorbike cause i can focus on the road and not on my Twisted mind that keeps making shit Feelings come up.
Maybe you should go on a small vacation, try to find something you can be passionate about, a Hobby, people or whatever there is out there, find something that makes you want to Keep going because i am sure that no matter who you are or where you are from there is a reason you are on this planet and i haven't found your message for no reason i believe Things will get better for both of us and we might even meet sometimes even without knowing.
I wish you the best of luck and that your future may become brighter soon so you don't have to give up on the most precious Thing you have, your own existance, yourself.
~Stay strong, KR Niklas
ReplyWe can talk. I'm feeling the same thing right now. We can figure this out. Please hold on and give it a chance. Stay strong, alright? I'm also trying my best everyday and it is so hard. It is sooooo tiring. Please hold on. Stay hopeful even though things are getting tough. We'll be alright.
ReplyIf your describing the pain inside your head as 'living like this' question yourself, what Is causing this pain. Everything has a solution you just need to find the equation. If it's a person, tell them, if its stress unload it (leave the piece of homework, quit the job find a new one) whatever your stress might be. I once finished a suicide note, instead of leaving it for someone to find, I changed it for a positive, its now the first page of a book I'm writing.
Please believe there is always something worth living for, just because it isn't under your nose, it doesn't mean its not trying to scratch your back!
ReplyParents all over are saying their kids are being dramatic or attention getting because they don't think kids are capable of feeling the way they are. But guess what? God cares so pray to Him every day until you are better, then thank Him and keep Him in your life always. It is important that you begin to pray. Don't leave it.
ReplyHey,
I'm sorry you're feeling this way, I relate a lot to what you wrote and I know it really hurts and can feel so helpless.
I want to say that it's not a one way slope, it's more of a chain of hills, where there are days when you feel lost and like you just want to end it all, and there are days when you're happy you didn't, and the more days like that you start believing that it will get better and so it gets easier to hang on to that when you're going through these feelings and frustrations.
I don't know your life and what obstacles lie in your path, but I know you're a gentle soul and the world won't be better off without you.
Give it a chance, take it one day at a time, as a suicide survivor myself, while I still cry myself to sleep and get so fed up with everything some days, I am glad I didn't succeed despite how bad things were then. I can say it got much better since then, I never thought it would.
Give it a chance
ReplyThank you for letting me personally read how you feel
I hear you, it's great you reached out to me. I must say
You are a tough person to let me in. I care that you
Did this. Please know I am concern for you . You are
Doing good by expressing your thoughts to me. Thank
You kindly.
ReplyI know you already did this, but say to your parents “hey, I’m contemplating suicide. Can you help me?” And if they tell you you’re just being dramatic, call the non-emergency police and tell them that. they will probably help you. Please don’t kill yourself, think about ice cream. I’m praying for you tonight.
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