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I've been so angry lately, just seething with anger so much so I even scare myself with it. I'm bitter, I know that- but wouldn't you be if you had to put your career on hold to deal with mental health issues caused by childhood trauma? I don't know if I want to dive into that rabbit hole and write more about it, it might be triggering and the last thing I need is a panic attack before I go to bed. I don't know who I'm angry at anymore, I had so many stressors and abusers as a child that no matter who or what I pick to be direct my anger at, it wouldn't be enough. Comments are disabled, I don't need anyone right now telling me to just let it go, you can't tell an abuser survivor or someone with CPTSD to 'just let it go'- I've tried, I ran away and got married at 18, changed my name, moved across country, cut people out of my life for good, nothing worked, nothing stops the flashbacks or anger. I was never a hateful person but lately I'm beginning to resent everyone.
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