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They told me to listen, but they were the ones who never did listen to me. I'm tired of being shut out by them. Every day I'm battling with my old self, my anxiety, my thoughts, the person I am now, and THEM. My whole life, I wasn't depending on them... I was on my own... I used to be the kind that doesn't trust anyone including my own self. Now, I gain my trust yet I still couldn't trust myself with them and I don't think I will ever be able to trust them.
Everything that happens to me seems like everything is my fault, they always put the blame on me. I try to survive every single day yet every day I feel like I'm failing again and again. They have no idea how life is treating me, I need help and I need them but they never been there for me. I lose hope every day but I'm willingly seeking hope all over again. I'm afraid of myself when I'm with them. I scared that I will destroy my own life.
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hi there, I am going through same situation myself, all I can suggest you is to just hold on. life is a precious gift. survive this and you will be doing good in the coming days. don't lose hope.
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