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This started happening when my Mum and Dad started working at different states.I was a kid around 9 years old. Although my Dad worked hard to give us good education and did alot good things in his life, I hated him for this one particular thing he did. I was the only daughter in the family. So when I am home alone, he masturbates and I didnt know what was it back then but it affected me emotionally and it was very disturbing. I didnt know it was sexual harassment. He never touched me. But he tend to masturbates when he Im alone at home. I even try to explain to my Mum and brother. When she confronted him, he tells something else. I felt like no one believes me. Because I was only a kid. I hated my Dad for that. I never told any of my relatives.This continue to happen till I am 23. All these years I suffered silently. The anger and hatred toward my father increased deeply. I was still grateful that he gave us good education and I still cared abt him. The only major problem my Dad has was this. I tried my best to see the only good. At the same time, I was deeply saddened with the fact he is actually doing this infront his own daughter. He passed away in 2015 due to heart problem. I forgave him but the damage was already done. I dont know how to cure myself from these trauma I had for years. It really sucks because its my Dad and a part of still hate this happened.
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Well your not the only one, I know yo hate your dad .I hate mine more, because he touched me and once tried to do "it" with me and since then I always stay closer to my mum but then he tends to do something even when my mum is home. I like wearing clothes that are way too big for me and he takes all the chance telling my mum that I should wear girly stuff and my mum buy me clothes that exposes my body and shorts I wear at home . I only want to do things with other people anyone but people in my family. But now it's like I want my dad to pay attention to me because this have been happenig for a while especially when he is drunk. I feel your pain but at least it's better than mine. You just need to confront him or leave it be and find you inner peace
ReplyTo start off, i'm so sorry you had to live through that from a child all the way to an adult. Secondly, I'm sorry you weren't even fully believed in when you turned to the people your suppose to trust with everything. I sadly went through the same thing but circumstances were a little more extreme. The thing you need to know is it wasn't your fault and you couldn't have changed anything. It's good you found it in your heart to forgive, i haven't been able to years later. You also need to remember the actions that took place also have made you who you are today and you need to be proud of that. My advice, you've already forgiven him for the most part so take that and move on. You'll always remember what happened but you chose to take that and run with it and grow from it.
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