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11 months ago · · Feeling Hopeless, · Explicit
I just keeping getting bad news. It pisses me off i recieved a denial letter from disability only 1 week after a mental exam. IM NOT ABLE TO HARDLY GO OUT THE FUCKING HOUSE MY ANXIETY IS SO BAD. Agoraphobia. And depression sometimes i dont bathe for weeks at a time its so bad and yes i have periodic suicidal thoughts. I knew the guy would give a bad review. most are paid to plus he only had 2.7 out of 5 rating on google reviews. I knew it wouldn't go well. I just keep getting💩on in life. I dont know which way to turn now beyond appealing. Can anything good actually happen to me for a change? If it isnt my parents fighting arguing having to stay isolated away from them too all the time theyre so dang irritable and deny it when mentioned. It just dont seem right. Theyre telling me a lawyer wouldnt take my case becausr theres not enough records with stuff wrong with me. I remember stories of my grandpa he had his colon to the outside...he was turned down too his colon ruptured. He cussed them allto hell said how do you sobs expect me to work like this????? That was before they had security guards. but he finally got it. I only hate he died only knowing him about10 11 years of my life. He was really goodto me i miss him and grandma alot. Plus with my dr its like playing roulette to see if theyll actually talk about whats going on. Alot of times its them talking then out the door. I aint gonna quit though.