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More and more talking to friends just via phone doesnt help all too much anymore, at the same time I would just cover up my misery if they were to come see me at home or something. I found out that everything comes so easily when you are drunk. I met up with a friend not long ago, I barely drink but yeah that night I drank a whole lot and all my problems and fears etc. it just floated out of my mouth. I felt alright for the moment but I just have those moments where I wish someone would just drag me out of my room, make me do something instead of sitting all alone overthinking everything, hearing my parents fighting all the time, having all the bad memories from my room etc. just everything.. But, well they just text me, ask me if I am okay. That question alone just makes me sooo, not understood or just, me feeling unmotivated in general that I do not reply for days sometimes. There is that one guy I used to talk to every day about such things. We were in an online relationship for 2 years until bipolar got him really bad once again and he just, cant deal with anything anymore. I try to write down my feelings on paper. But sometimes my tears would just smear my vision.. What could I possibly do? I am feeling too weak for a change on myself.
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ReplyI can relate. Things have been really bad for me recently but for different reasons and I dont know what to do about it. But I've been through that same thing and understand. I've always hated the sappy support and It'll get betters because it doesn't always. Actually my situation was really similar to yours. Minus the drunk part. I had a guy friend online that I would spend hours talking to about things going on instead of friends that I actually see on a daily basis. He asked me out, stupid since were online but whatever, and I said yes. It made things awkward and only 2 days later we both mutually agreed this was a bad idea. Then he vanished from the face of the earth. Didn't hear from until multiple months later. I wouldn't talk to normal friends because I have major judgement fears and social anxiety. Now, don't hate me cuz I hated the thought of this at first too, but seeing a therapist, even for a little while, may help. I only had to start seeing mine after I had been baker acted, put in a suicide watch unit, after multiple attempts. It actually really helped in the beginning and that was all I needed and maybe all you need. Good Luck. You're not alone in the sadness department my friend.
ReplyThanks. I appreciate your reply a lot. I might try.
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