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My Unsent Letter
2 weeks ago · · Writing Prompts
This feeling is hard to explain. It feels like I'm drowning. But whenever I feel like this is gonna be the end, I somehow reach a shallow area. And I'm saved. The process continues all over again for what seems like hours. I'm neither dying nor living. It's frustrating. It's painful. I somehow wish I would die sooner. That I wouldn't have to endure this anymore. I'm tired of living like this. Can't concentrate on anything anymore. Can't bring myself to get on my feet anymore. I'm tired. I wish I could reach out to someone. But I can't be selfish at this moment. At this moment, when my family is going through so much. I can't be selfish. I can't talk to anyone regarding my problems either. I just don't want to have a negative influence on anyone..