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,I feel like at some point we all thought about ending it... some more than others, sometimes i like to sit in a tub of cold water, just because it feels like my heart is under fire, i envy people who are so happy, who has friends who care, im all alone and i guess it my fault, i laugh sometimes at the thought that how much ive chickened out, i could see myself hanging from the roof, ive thought of many ways of killing myself like going into the ocean and drowning mainly because i love the waves and how cold and alone it feels underwater, i wonder what my parents reaction would be when they find my body, i dont talk alot because i have a "image" to uphold and who wants to pity and hear a "suicidal girls" problems?I get made at therapists mainly because they dont listwn to me to hear my problems they do it because they are getting paid and its there job.I also hate to hear people say if you kill yourself it will hurt others around you like WHAT ABOUT ME?
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ReplyPlease dont hurt yourself, not for everyone around you but for you! I'm so sorry that your suffering at the moment, but (sorry for sounding cliche) but it won't always be like this, feeling 100% is fictional, but eventually you will have days that are damn near close.
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ReplyImagine how much so called "mental illness" there would be in this world if everyone opened up like this. I hope the best for you. Everyday is a fight to live sometimes.
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