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SUICIDAL MIND TIL SEPTEMBER 1ST VOL2 PT2
2 months ago · · Suicidal Thoughts,
Growing up my mother has been hard on me, i guess because of some incidents in the past, she says shes here but yet i feel so lonely, i feel emotionally unavailable mainly because you cant receive love from others until you love yourself and it is my fault. When i was about 12-13 i was slut shamed alot and for no reason at that, i also got called a whore and i would go home sad or crying and and mother wouldnt comfort me... i guess that just he personality, frequently after that know when i would get scolded she would also tell me to stop acting like a slut and other stuff. I once told her i felt alone even though she was in the house with me and she told me it was my fault for not coming ti her first, but when i do come she pays me no attention or scolds me for the simplest reason.I know longer get beat but before i would get beat with a hanger or her hand but know its no longer physical pain its emotional and tbh I PREFER PHYSICAL.