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I won’t make it
1 year ago · · Need Advice, · Explicit
I really want to move away without anyone knowing when I’m older, and changing everything so people forget me, and I just want to end myself without trace of my body. And I don’t want that to sound like I want pity, it’s just a fucked up end goal for me. I’m still young, and I always think I won’t make it till 21 but I think I’ve reached my lowest. To release anger I started hitting/punching myself, biting myself, trying to rip skin off and I don’t really know what to do to get help. I have a bad relationship with my parents and they won’t get me the help I need. I’ve given up on myself.