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1 month ago · · help,
I always cry every night, trying not to produce any sound for I am afraid to wake my parents up. Sometimes I even cry even if they're in the same room I am in, I cover my face and sob silently.
As usual, I am crying right now, I don't know if I should just cry to lessen the pain or stop crying and keep everything in. The pain just doesn't stop even if how much I cried, even though it somehow lessens a bit.
I've tried harming myself once, I somehow felt better after doing it but the more I think about it, I kinda feel bad doing it, but I still kinda wanna try it again.
Damn I just don't know what to do anymore.