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Do you know what the worst pain known to man is? It's not giving birth or getting kicked in the balls, it's depression. It's waking up every day knowing that you weren't good enough, it's waking up in the morning wishing you didn't wake up, it's not feeling anything, you're just numb all the time and the only time you feel anything is when you grab a knife and cut yourself and see the blood dripping that's when you feel something, that's when you feel okay or for me at least it's when I take tome on a cigarette or on a joint and feel the smoke hit the back of my throat, but I've quit smoking and weed is illegal in the UK even if it wasn't I can't roll to save my life 🤣 and my family aren't happy with me smoking weed, I can't tell them why I do it. In case you don't know mental health doesn't exist in Asian culture. I hate it, I'll have good days that would be amazing, but the bad days are bad and there are more bad days than good.
Sorry for the terrible grammar and spelling.
If you want to read something else I wrote. Its called just trying not to die 2. Tried adding a link, it didnt work.
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ReplyYou know I didn't understand why people cut them self on their body, I know it might be disgusting specially that you are a guy about what am about to say on how I became to understand the cutting and bleeding, well us woman's or girls we have our period or menstruations, and right before we get it we feel moody with feeling of sadness or anger etc, then when we finally get our period we feel relief, I guess people feel relief of their emotions their feeling when they cut them selves and bleed, I heard using a rubber band and snapping on your arm helps with emotions of any kind, try that
Drug use or alcohol is tempting to use when we are depress, I guess once a while a little it's ok but don't abuse it
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