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When u are shattered but still have no other option than being strong
3 years ago · 4 · Grief, +1
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Last two years have been quite scary for me. I was told that I am about to lose a person I hold most dearest to my heart,I almost became a civil servant, lost by .5 marks that too because of my carelessness. Saw my father becoming sick each day, and worse saw another side of me.. the vulnerable, the anxious, the helpless, the negative side of myself. Worse thing about losing someone is the time period when u know that that person would leave anytime.. the uncertain phase.. when u don't know whether to hold on and hve hope or grief and let it go. It's torture really. You come face to face to your own vulnerability.. it's scary to be honest, at least for me as I always had a pride and confidence in myself. I thought I was mentally too strong. But we all have a weak spot. Yes it hurts as hell.. but i know if i get pass through this, i would be stronger than before. And as a woman especially an asian woman i have to be strong because here not only life in general but society and family too are unfair to one.. i have no other option than to feel this pain. And accept the face and hope that one day atleast the intensity of my pain would subside.
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ReplyThank you. Your post really made me smile 🤗
ReplyGood on you. I admire your attitude and it's a pity others don't realise they have the strength to get through things.
ReplyThank you for your kind words 🤗
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