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10 months ago · · bullshit, · Explicit
My parents take away what little motivation and joy and desire to live that I have. They go all to hell over any little petty thing that's not important AT ALL and blow up on me take their misery out on me....THEN TELL ME IM IMAGINING IT!!! I'm already crazy enough they're just adding to it. Makes me want to self harm. WHEN WILL THEY EVER UNDERSTAND IM NOT THEIR FUCKING SCAPE GOAT. I saw dad's journal he leaves out openly a few days back he wrote were fucked because of bills and whatever. No reason to take it out on your child and make them wish they'd never been born and deny treating me like crap when you clearly DID. I hear him even now talking to the poor dog like crap. God help me.