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10 months ago · · Asexuality, · Explicit
I am a 20 years old virgin, never had a relationship, never been kissed. I dont feel any sexual attraction towards anyone, i dont have crushes but i did love one person once, never told them, nothing happened. i will enjoy it if someone comliments me, and i will want to go to that coffee shop to meet with that barista that looked kind and talked to me like they were interested. But i wouldnt want to have sex with them in any way. Am i asexual? I dont think i can say that.. because i do masturbate... but not to porn? I dont ever want to do something with someone other than cuddle and be with them. Id very much like to stay a virgin the rest of my life, but i would want to love and be loved.
It doesnt really bother me, i havent been in a healthy mental state for years so i havent and i wont drag someone else in my mess. I was just wondering