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I’ve been self harming for a while. I remember maybe over a year ago I would think to myself that even though I’m pretty fucked up id never cut myself, just the thought of it made me shudder. Now, the only reason I’m clean is because I’m sick of wearing long sleeves. I’m going crazy. I haven’t reached the level of psychopath Where I use any sharp object, I prefer needles of knives. I’m soooo close to relapsing and just tearing the sofa can next to my bed open and using the edge, but at the same i time I don’t want to. It’s been about a week. My scars are so faint and now I’m gonna end that. I feel so ashamed.
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Yourself doing good being clean a week Just take it day by day. Clean time will add up. It's been awhile for me not sure but the thoughts still come and go about it. You need to realize it doesn't help you at all and you can get infections and stuff. My scars are fairly visible at the right angle nobody but one person in my life knows about it. Don't feel ashamed keep trying to stop. There are other ways to cope with stress depression or whatever you're going through. I hope your able to stop. People do care.
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