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Every fucking day I wake up my joys stolen taken from me. Now even my dad is acting as he wants nothing to do with me. It's not my fault they're so fucking miserable. They stress me out to the point it makes my left arm hurt.
Ok and to beat it all ok listen to this. There's very little food in the house and the car can break down in the middle of the road at any time. Mom's like"your dad said he doesn't want to go to the store today" despite the fact we have very little food. But guess what they pull the car down and get in it and take off to GO BUY FUCKING CIGARETTES. Fortunately if I have to I have a stash of money if i absolutely have to I can walk to a store and buy my own fucking food and drink or there's a restaurant close by a few blocks away. But still man. I don't deserve this shit in life. I've been too good to people. I'm angry sad depressed all at the same time. While my dad's in the other room drinking a glass of wine smoking weed. It's bad enough that he's miserable but to act as if he no longer wants anything to do with me after all the ways I've helped him he was homeless and I bailed him out be it a long time ago. The worst part that or one of them is the fact he chose to deny us food and milk and buy cigarettes instead. They know I'm mad but don't give af and turn it around on me making it my fault or I'm imagining things if I try to ca them out on stuff so I just I can't take anymore. I'm emotionally drained. About to give up. It'd been better if I we're still born .
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feel so sorry for you.!! Wishing that things get better..
stay strong.
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