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Anyone wanna just chill and have a chat?
If anyone feels like talking to someone, im here. We can talk about anything you want. I just want to start over and talk to someone new....
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I cant do anything
I can't do anything anymore. I have nobody. The only person I have is my cat. The only reason I'm not already gone in because there would be nobody to take care...
Hey, What's up? How are you doing?
ReplyEnjoying my day off. Trying to unwind with some brew, how about you?
Also, if you have any issues with alcohol lemme know. Didn't think about that till this comment
ReplyOh no I have no issues what so ever. I dont drink myself though. I'm pretty good, Been trying to keep busy during the pandemic lol
ReplyThat's good, it definitely leaves a lot of room for stupid decisions and I'd recommend not drinking anytime soon.
Do you have a job? Or how are you keeping busy?
Replyparty down yes have some brewski's dude you have ernt it!
ReplyNo u
ReplyPretty good! How about you?
ReplyI'm also good. How is everything wherever?
ReplyI'm perfectly bad and good in this moment right now, Lol. Getting ready for bed, I have serious nuts of people debating whether laying in bed while having a snack is good... Yesshh.... Tough crowd to argue with... How about you enjoying drinks?
ReplyPerfectly good AND bad? I'd have trouble sleeping with that but that's just me. Hope I'm not bothering you too much. If it were up to me, I'd have a snack regardless, of course, I'd still deny it.
They're alright, always hated the taste
How's you're night/morning
ReplyOh! No! You're clearly not bothering anything at all! Sorry I replied late, I just slept, but its already morning here, and I have to stick in to my medicine. Since I had a problem at breathing.
ReplyIt's no problem, I ended up passing out anyway lol. Woke up very nauseous, had to force the food down and take a shower, so I'm feeling way better now. Good morning btw. Oh that's never good, hope you're doing alright
ReplyGood morning to you too! Oh, I'm all right, (even though they punch me in the face.) See?? You clearly already pass out, even though, you have a problem at sleeping, Lol. But you wake up groggily, ouch... It must been a long day for you? Isn't it? I'm sorry probably it's me, but do you work?
ReplyWho punched you in the face? Wtf?
Yeah, drinking makes me really sleepy. I usually end up passing out very fast. It's the afternoon for me. Getting ready to head to the store for some things, hoping it isnt too hot. Yes I work, do you?
ReplyNo! No one really... I really like to use metaphors a lot in my sentences, so people could interpret my words in many ways. Did I use my metaphorical junk incorrectly??? Lol, I'm senseless a lot... It's just that, last night, two of my roommates (boyfriends and girlfriends,) argue, they keep arguing like, "I hate you while eating in the bed! I don't want that fat arms laying in my damn neck!" Then he said, "does my fatty arms force you to get out of the bed?" Aughh.... Annoying people... And no, I don't really work, I'm still in college, my major is Computer Science, I basically do math as always, I do animation and digital drawings, but I like books a lot than computers... I understand you drink after you go to sleep, but I do say something is bothering you when you can't sleep, have you gone through a lot lately? I'm not psychiatrist or anything... But sometimes when I read messages, words can be interpret something behind.... (Also where are you from? I know you are in USA, but are you in California? I hope you get there safely, these days are pretty tough, it almost feel like it's the ending)
ReplyOh ok, I hear about how crazy the world is lately, so I wouldn't put it past the world to get violent. I dont think you used the metaphor incorrectly, I just read it at face value.
That sounds annoying, I was talking to another user in another post about roommates, what's it like? I'm assuming not too great seeing as how they annoy you.
Everyone I meet is in college lol that's great to hear, I'm a high school dropout myself, so I never got the college experience. Yay me right? You draw? Cool, what do you usually draw? I'm terrible at math, so computer science might not be for me.
Oh, I was up celebrating with a couple friends. My buddy got a job he really wanted so we celebrated. Good fun. Just wanted to talk, I get really chatty when I drink. Do you have a few every now and again?
Nope, Utah here. It's pretty hot today. And yes it's been getting crazy lately. Hoping it eases up in the coming months. How are you handling everything
ReplyHope you get some sunscreen, I don't go out when I never put sunscreen on my skin. People think I'm girly I put lotion in my skin, because I'm a guy, Lol. I just don't like the sunburns to my skin, I really do.
Yeah, couples... They make every one annoys. I honestly pretty stocked that I still don't have a girlfriend, I never plan about it, or sooner, Lol. But I'm curious about relationship, just for a study, like what is it like to have one? Or how they handle tough moments? I'm kinda messy.
No, I really understand you are dropout, I honestly believe that everything happens for a reason. It's not your fault... To be honest, I really want to go to work too. since I wanted my life to be prepared, but nooo... Mum said, "you still have to go to college! Why the fuck I pay for your tuition just to see you working instead of studying!" Aughh... The motherhood, it gives me the pleasure of sarcasm... I draw cartoons, and landscapes, I live in the city, and I never get to see the nature anymore, the pollution of people makes me wanna throw up (again the metaphor, Lol.) I never ever seen the nature for 5 years.
And oh... That's great! Congratulations to him! Damn, I'm so jealous he achieve his dream job, I really don't know what I'm taking my career on. I'm basically path less and clueless too...
Don't worry I'm also not good in math too, Calculus is not my thing, I usually do cheat in exam (oh my god, did I just tell that one?) But I usually pass a lot so... Yay! It's kinda stressing when you solve a bunch of equations.
And everything here is a mess, I honestly want to have a political war. Online schools for god sake, people here couldn't even afford a damn WIFI, I secretly make a joke about School Revolution, Lol. I just hate how my country tearing itself apart. And I don't go out actually, tons of people here are already infected.
ReplyI hate sunburns, it's so easy to get them, especially here. I always wear sunscreen, I dont really think its girly.
Relationships are weird, I haven't been in one for quite a while so I'm out of practice. Love the confidence, that's a rare thing these days. As for your questions, hm it's ok? Its different for everyone, some people may even stop dating out right. It's really up for interpretation.
Actually, dropping out was my fault. I was a really dumb teenager and I had lofty dreams that disregarded reality. So, according to my teen brain, the only option was to say eff school, I dont need it. Here I am, 6 years later kicking myself for being the angsty braindead teen I was. Anyway. I cant imagine my mum being that hard on me. Maybe thats why I dropped out? Still, love my mum's to bits. Hope you two get along. I'm sorry you dont get to see the nature anymore. Where abouts in the world do you live?
Yeah I was so proud of him. How about you? Do you ever think about what you wanna do with your life?
I bet, anytime I have to do math, I freeze up. Fun stuff.
I'm sorry to hear that. How are you handling the situation in your country?
ReplyI live in the Philippines, most peeps here are corrupt, ignorant, dumb, stupid, and selfish or whatever you feel like it. I don't show how bad my people are, they're just don't get too serious about life, and reality, all they think is how to get a boyfriends or girlfriends, Lol.
People here used to call me Korean, I look so weird!! Like, my face looks like Korean, but my voice is British, Lol. My eyes are not Japanese, they're pretty normal. Asian peeps always seen it that way, I just feel so left out from my place, like people around here understand English, but can't speak English. So I'm the only one who probably fluent from your language, highschool of my time is insane, I became president of a club, they see a Korean boy gets popular because he can stupidly speak English it British accent. There was also a girl that's very popular, student at school almost seen us like we were couple, (it was a long story.)
Ouch... I never thought you actually have a guts that you are so bold enough to go out. I'm so amazed, I mean you have job? And have a life on your own? No rules, but only yours? You're truly bold, and independent in life. I'm pretty anxious buying my own coffee in Starbucks, Lol, or order a food in a restaurant. Your pretty amazing, you know that? Don't feel too bad about losing school, school teaches me everything about not to live your damn life on your own, pay taxes, or rent a house! God, I wanna know something in life.
I'm definitely shy so, probably I get curled up when I meet your mum, or talk, so probably I'll cry like a baby when I get a bad impression, haha. But I keep thinking that your teenage is awesome, like you don't need school to mess up your brain, don't follow rules to get what you want. I'm all about the rules, I hate rules like, no sneezing in the hallway? I mean, TF? So I have to hold my breathe like gargoyles? I hate my life. And sometimes when people of mine knows that I'm talking to a foreign people, they always think highly of me, since you talk to different people.
And then, there's my life. I'm basically clueless, about what I'm gonna do with my life, find a job? Have a wife? And die? Really? Like my life would be so boring in that way! What about you? What's your plan in life? Do you inspired to go around the world? Meet new people? (Just like me? 😂) Or search what's the meaning of life? What is your plan? Please don't tell me you haven't planned it yet, Lol. Like, the world is not small after all, you can try new things! Like try new food or go to party and enjoy life.
I'm just completely stuck in here, trying to find more books, playing the piano, you play instruments? I have a childish hobbies where I collect dinosaur figures, and eat junk food. I still wonder why I'm still not fat, I'm not athletic, I quit basketball, I just lie like a pancake on my bed. I just jealous that maybe every day of yours are interesting and captivating.
I honestly don't know about why people good at math. In my case when my professor teach something, I basically eat about what I learn, after a while I just pooped it out of my mind! Like I ask every classmates of mine what was the lesson again.
Aughh... Yeah, Philippines, it's a great nation though, full of corrupted people, they even stole a 15 billion dollars in health insurance, they don't give a crap about poor people, and honestly I feel bad, like... There's no more good intention of freedom of speech in my country, because most of us are afraid, so we just follow what they said. Instead act against them if it's wrong. However, America is pretty amazing when it comes to freedom, it's everything!
ReplyYeah, it's not too different here. All anyone wants to talk about is who's with who and they're never too concerned with anything other than relationships. Small world huh
So you're the odd one out? Dang, sorry about that, hope it didn't cause too much trouble. So if I'm hearing this correctly, you speak English but with a British accent? So English? Not American? That's interesting, is it mandatory to learn english? Cool, that must've been interesting, what were you president of? Ouch, that's not cool, hope the girl ignored the others.
Well yeah I suppose you could look at it that way, but I wouldn't say I have guys leaving my house. I do need groceries and other supplies to survive afterall lol. But yes, I have a job and I live on my own. It's nice but I do get homesick often. No, I'm nothing special, just trying to live my life. I know you'll get there and all the trials you go through will be worth it in the end.
You're fine, I suck at talking irl as well. I stutter my words and I lose my train of thought when I'm talking. And I dont know, rules are there for a reason and I agree that there are some pretty dumb rules but it cant be that bad. Just follow them until you can follow your own.
What's my life plan? I dont really like planning out my life, like it's ok to be prepared in case of emergencies and the like, but having everything figured out? Sorry to disappoint but I dont have it all figured out. I definitely wanna travel, but its complicated right now. I dont know about family, like, I dont care for marriage but I donno, maybe I want a family? Maybe not? I haven't figured it out. As for parties, my job doesnt allow for it and besides, I'm getting a bit too old lol.
Books are nice, tho I've read all mine. Piano, how long have you been playing? Yes I play bass guitar. I wouldn't call that childish lol I collect figurines myself, but it's for my switch. My days are pretty mundane honestly, I wake up have breakfast and head to work. When I'm done i come home, see what I'm missing and its important then I go to the store for it. Practice, watch YouTube, draw, or read and then prep dinner. When I'm done I workout, shower and head to bed. Wash rinse repeat. Not so amazing I know.
Yeah I failed math, my job requires me to be able to do simple math and that's tough for me .
I dont even know what to say, never had the head for politics and the like. American isnt all that better, the country is all messed up and everyone's at eachothers throats. Its honestly sad.
Sorry bout the late reply, fell asleep
ReplyNo, you shouldn't be sorry or anything, I should be the one who says sorry, Lol. Yesterday, was pretty long, my classes were pretty tough, and I end up going back to my dorm pretty exhausted, I thought, I should check, but I fall asleep quickly, I never had a chance to take a bite to my dinner, however, two of my roommates were gone. So, I never heard them arguing again. The school continues over here, we just practice social distance and stuff.
Yup! It's big trouble speaking, English here, Lol. Honestly, I speak four languages, Tagalog, Bisaya, English, and Italian. I pay a lot of my time in linguistic. I still hide how I speak, English, so whenever I talk, people won't bother me. When I speak English a lot, they always talk about me like, "oh my god! Your British?" Or "dude you so fluent, how much for you to TEACH ME?" I just smile, and like do awkward stuff. Like, laugh or find some excuses! People call me weird. Learning English here is mandatory, ever since you are in Kinder Garden, I'm way ahead than any other kids, like, I never been to America or the UK? But I already speak English, Lol.
Oh! I become President of Debate, and English Club, so whenever there's a fight I always have a frying pan, flying across the room. Handling people are tough, but I always manage it by fighting it fire on fire. Even though, they fart their smelly ass in the room, it so nasty, and childish. I hate it how people behave that way, Lol. What about your high school days? I still believe you're pretty cool like you go out, and show the world that you don't care about school, I hate school since I was in tenth-grade, and I never show interest going to school every time. That girl I was telling? Well, it didn't end up well for the both us, I never like spotlight since I hate people looking up to me, they always asked me, is she be the one you're going to date in prom? And nawh, I never like proms, prom was not cool anyway so I never pay my attention to that or anything. My life is ridiculous.
Guys leaving your house? Like, you have a boyfriend? Lol, I'm so sorry... Do I sound awful, and boring? Do I sound so boring? Lol. I'm very sorry, I never had friends, I only have one. She goes to a different university so I never get to see her. My god, I never can afford to be so boring person, Lol. It's unacceptable to my account, I never socialize since I'm odd, and different, my interest, and my hobbies are different. People here always show how good their life in social media, like, "I have money?" Or "Look! I have a girlfriend!" And "Yes! I'm on vacation!" God, who cares anyway? It's not it would change everything.
Oh, I'm sorry you feel homesick often... Does your job make you feel that way? Try to eat, or drink Vitamins like Vitamin C or B-12, it will help you that way. What is your job like? To be honest that's wonderful to get a job even you are dropout. However, in my place, if you are dropout, ouch... Finding a job here would not be easy just like a cake.
Oh my god, were pretty alike, I stutter a lot like hell, Lol. Like, my mind is thinking so fast, and my mouth is trailing behind. My professor laughs a lot about how I speak fast. It's okay to have a mundane life, our life has a different course, it's us to decide, whether to have fun or just go with the flow, I just feel like, life gives us that way to have fun for a while, and create good memories, who knows what lies ahead. Where do you want to travel? Tough crowd to pick somewhere around the world. Since I was a kid, I dream to go to America, but that change since I discover the United Kingdom would be good. North Korea is awesome, Lol.
Your word tells me you're an introvert, are you an introvert? Sounds like your not a party person, hahaha. I drink alcohol too, but not too much, I don't get myself drunk every time. But I don't smoke or anything, I'm such a party pooper every time, I don't like dancing, I don't dance, Lol. My bones are pretty much against dancing, do you dance? Or just a person sitting in the corner alone? I'm just stocked that, whenever I get to a party I always leave early, maybe that's why I don't many friends? Maybe it was. Like, my words feel so boring right now, I get that a lot, hahaha.
Oooohh!!! You play guitar?! What song do you play? I'm having a rough time playing guitar, my friend has her guitar, and I sucked playing at it, Lol. Like, my hands couldn't make one single sound in the guitar, haha. Your routine is much more good than mine, I wake up, go to the shower, have breakfast. Go to school, after school head to my room, prepare dinner, watch Youtube, go to sleep. I still follow my doctor's rules, and regulations, every three weeks I go to the hospital to see how I've been gone through. Honestly, what do you do draw? Obviously, even without things in life, you have talents.
Maths are just for people who like it, I failed math since I was in nine grade, but I have to pursue math since my mum wants it so bad.
Whoa, that is really messed up, politics are just as bad. I just feel that power is everything. Power is always dangerous, it always attracts the worst, and corrupts the best, power is just for people who are ready to lower themselves to pick it up. I'm just tired to see people having a bad time, anyway, how was your day? Is it bad or good? Hope you are all right over there, America is having a rough time with a virus spreading around from one to another.
ReplyYeah, seems schools are taking their chances with opening up again. Social distancing being the main thing they enforce. Also, it's fine. No need for sorry, just keep in mind that you'll probably only get a reply once a day since my days are pretty busy. Currently I'm laying in bed, ending my night by replying then it's off to sleep. Hope that's fine
Well that's a good thing, I only know a few words in my native tongue, so I cant even imagine how hard it must've been to learn four. Take pride in that.
Awesome, the only thing I did was drama club and marching band. I'm not what you'd call a leader, I hated a majority of my classmates because of my dumb teenage brain. Still, guess a bunch of noisy teens is better than them being gross. Theres a lot I could say about high school, so you're gonna have to be more specific. I'm not cool, I personally regret dropping out. But I'm not judging, we're all different afterall. At least it's over right? Oh prom, memories.
Lol, um I think theres some miscommunication going on here. I never said I had a boyfriend, I said I had some friends over to celebrate. Strictly platonic. As for your friends, I dont think it's bad to have only one. You dont need a lot of friends, you just need the right friends. It sounds like you found that, I'm sorry you dont get to see her all that often. Dont worry too much about socializing in this time, not the smartest and besides, you have your whole life to make friends. Dont rush through it. Yeah, people have all kinds of ways of expressing themselves. Social media just helps them do that to a broader audience, if it bothers you, ignore it.
My job doesnt make me feel homesick. Being two states away from my family does lol. It's fine tho, I call them up whenever I start feeling down. Hm, I'll look into those, I take vitamins already so I dont wanna mess with it. My job is great, challenging definitely, but rewarding. Oh trust me, it wasnt easy getting a job after high school. Took my a few years actually.
Lol I wish I had that problem, but my stutter is because of nervousness. I was always a crappy public speaker, I've managed to get through it with practice but I still stutter. Yeah lif eis pretty crazy. All this time we have and we never enjoy it until we're looking back on memories. I've learned to look for those moments actively, those times I know I'll look back on later in life fondly. I'd rather enjoy them now. I dont know where I'd go if I could. Maybe Japan? Lol North Korea? Goodluck
I'm an introvert, mainly because of my tendency to get flustered easily and start stuttering. I'm very light weight, it takes like three to get me tipsy. I get chatty when I'm drunk tho, the power of fading inhibitions! I use to smoke, was a heavy cigarette smoker in my teens, pretty sure I shortened my life significantly. Again, that dumb teen brain. Thank god I managed to kick the habit. As for dancing, I wouldn't say I'm a dancer, I just know a few dances. Lol, sure, I'm quite literally in a corner all by myself so yeah. Maybe the party life isnt for you? Why not try finding people who share your interests? Seems counterproductive to go to things you dont enjoy.
Yes I play, I picked it up as a teen because it fit with the whole "emo girl" aesthetic but I found I actually enjoyed it. I play a lot of songs, usually just whatever I'm playing on my headphones. I'm glad you have a routine. Lifestyle a struggle without one. Lol I draw a lot of things, I post them on the line but I'd rather not say where. Novni has a policy against posting links to other places and promoting ourselves. Sorry. You said you have breathing problems? What is the problem if you dont mind me asking. And you have talents to, you just have to work at them. Mine took years of working on them, some of them I didn't even know I had a knack for.
I'm sorry to hear that. My mum was pissed when I dropped out, I thank my lucky stars she didn't kick me out. She did say I needed to either get a job or go back to school. I chose the latter. Even so, I love my mum to bits for always pushing me. I do hope you get along with your mum.
My day was good, I think I mentioned I was doing night shifts until just recently, so it's more hectic. The hustle and bustle of everyday life is a little invigorating tho. Guess i was too use to the nights. How was your day. As of this writing, its almost 11 PM. What time is it for you? Feel free to ignore any questions you aren't comfortable answering. Until next time, goodnight and i look forward to your response. Stay safe!
ReplyYeah, it's excellent! That you still reply. Most people I talk with didn't actually reply back or show a little interest in talking, unless if they need something? They actually come by and say hi, for me at least. Oh, I'm writing this, early in the morning, I have trouble sleeping so, I'm out of the bed.
Actually, a lot of people keep messing with me when I speak my languages. But frequently, they bullied me when I speak English and stuff. I know, it's pretty crazy, but I couldn't blame them for how I look at this way, knowing someone who speaks English here are appealing to someone's eyes. The majority of them think that you're probably highly educated, and get a job flawlessly, since you basically, speak one, Lol.
I'm so sorry about my grammar, I'm pretty conscious of, how I write, basically, I'm evolving, into a nutshell for how I feel stupid, I am right now. God, this so embarrassing, Lol. It's just my head feels numb whenever I used my tiny brain cells too much, so basically, I'm so dumb right now! Lol.
"Fading inhibition.?" Honestly? You're actually pretty funny, I couldn't stop giggling right now, Lol. Yeah, I mislead my specific words in how was your high school days, Gosh, I already comprehend how poorly I talked to a foreign right now, Lol. I mean, what's your high school days look like? Like, what do you in class? Are you an extrovert back of does days? How you manage school since you are freaking cool, "EMO GIRL!" And whoa, you actually did go to prom? What was it like? I mean the party, the party to be specific, Lol.
I already did guess, you're some kind of rebel back of your days, I just feel deep down to my throat, you're an emo girl! Finding an emo girl here are outstandingly rare, so, you already belong to my cool people's list. Ever since I was a kid, I honestly love that kind of person! Like, even now, I have a crush on some girls who like to be one, Lol.
So, you went to the drama club? We never have drama club! People are so corny and cheesy, when they try to act something, it wants you to laugh so hard, Lol. Marching band? Like a music club? A cheerleading team? Or just a parade? Please don't tell me it's just a parade, my life would be a disaster to know that one, Lol.
I'm so sorry you regret dropping out, personally. I don't take it that you're dumb in your teenage years, you're still an amazing person even now. (Even though, I'm surprised you're an emo girl! Emo girls are totally attractive for me, Lol.) Why did you choose to take the latter, instead, finishing what have you already been started? Don't take it on me, I do admire your boldness and being independent in life. But deep down through myself, I'm still thinking, what did you choose that way? It's okay not trying to tell it, I understand your scenario, being a good and bad model child are different.
Oh!!! I'm so sorry about saying, "boyfriend." I didn't know what comes to my mind, to be honest, I hate myself already! I'm definitely dumb. And public speaking, I have trauma's last year about that one. I give a public speech, and it didn't end up too well for me, I cried like a baby, and want to kill myself, that day, Lol. Wow, smoking does not meet my nose nicely, but I never thought a person like you could be a heavy smoker during those days. I'm just glad you kicked that out, also I use to smoke when I was 8 years old. My classmate forces me to smoke some cigarettes, and I couldn't do anything but to follow his instructions. I know, pretty dumb! My mum doesn't allow me to smoke or anything, she's very strict, it's a good thing to hear that your mum is so nice. My mum and I had a poor relationship, we argue often, and basically, I just wanted to finish my college year, so I could move out of my house, basically, I'm in my dorm in my school. So, I could intentionally avoid her for now, and finding people who share my interest are so rare. Like, people here are always into social media and stuff, every morning, now and then! They always put their faces on Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter, I never bother talking to people to make friends because I have bad social anxiety.
Okay, now I'm curious about your masterpiece, Lol. I really do want to see it, but for the sake of the policy and rules, we have to follow it, Lol. Yeah, I have asthma since last 2 years ago, since how awful my routine was, ever since the start of my school. I usually skipped breakfast every day, and work recklessly inside the school since I'm the President, bigger responsibilities means, bigger management of my time. Sometimes I never eat lunch and breakfast in one day just to work? It stresses me out, and thanks for my stupidity, my asthma pops out of nowhere.
I was in the hospital that day for two days, the doctors told me to exercise, and don't eat or drink fats, but I'm very stupid and ignore their advice. Last month I had severe depression, I cut my arms frequently because of how seriously my mum and my brother poorly treated me. I go to my psychiatrist every three weeks. But honestly, I hate my psychiatrist, she called me selfish, and ignorant, instead of taking my side, she takes her side to my mum. I have been gone through a lot lately, I'm trying to hide my pain, I tried to smile and laugh, obviously, I don't want to go back to the hospital just to see my psychiatrist, she pisses me off.
I had a few couples of talents, just animating and drawing. But yours are pretty great, women who play guitars are damn attractive from here nowadays, Lol. I just don't get to see girls playing guitar over here. My schedules are pretty hectics, so I never had time to discover any of my dumb skills, Lol. I never thought you take a keen for Japan, do you like anime? I'm going to be surprised if you like those kinds of stuff. North Korea, is already in my bucket list, I guess I want to get shot by the military, Lol. My day is bad today, but I tried to forced myself to smile, for a bit, Lol. To my calculation, my time gap between there in Utah and here is 14 hours late to you, so basically, I'm writing this at 7 AM and your time over there is 5 PM. So positively, just look at my time, it's just advance 14 hours, or... if we think it clearly my time, is advance in 2 hours, but it's already been tomorrow here, Lol. Also, have a goodnight, and have a great day tomorrow.
ReplyI understand that. I think I talk too much, i asked for help once and they told me to stop. So I'm sorry if I speak too much about myself, I try to catch when I do. That being said, most people aren't really interested in conversation so I do appreciate it. I'm writing this a little after 7 in the evening. Making some dinner and gonna go for a jog after. Hope you're day is going fine
I hate bullies. I really do, I wish they'd understand how messed up it is to pick on others. At the same time, i understand that the pain they inflict comes from somewhere inside. Dont let them get to you, you have so much going for you, it's only a waste of time to pay them any mind at all. Know your worth.
You're not dumb at all. You're way smarter than i am, i butcher every language i try to speak. It sucks, but you speak for. That's amazing, you should feel pride in that.
Yeah lol I have my moments. But yes, high school. That crazy place and time I wont forget. I was still an introvert back then but I was always trying to be an extrovert. I went to parties and concerts and whatever. In school I was quiet tho, I did have a group of friends. We were always so happy about being the "outcasts" which I shudder at nowadays. And trust me, it wasnt cool to be emo in my high school. I dont know how many times people would screw with me because I dyed my hair. People can be so mean. I dont hold it against them, i always acted better than them. The party? It was fun, I spent most of it on the stairs with headphones on. My date wasn't interested in spending prom with me, so it's kind of whatever. I think only once did my date at the time actually try to dance with me. But I was a buzzkill lol so I dont blame them for not wanting to be with me. I ended those nights with my group, smoking cigarettes and weed and drinking till the early hours of morning. How was high school for you?
Rebel is probably the most accurate description of my mindset. If something was cool I hated it because of reasons. I was pretty dumb. But yes, I was an emo back then. Not so much nowadays, I'm just a regular Joe. Lol that's great, I'd of probably been stuck up if we met in high school. I wasnt the most pleasant person to know back then.
Right? It was so funny to watch us all stumble and fumble our lines so badly. I had to restrain myself from cracking up. Although it was pretty embarrassing for me as well since for some reason, I got a big part in a play. Yeah, marching band was kind of like a music club? Lol, I played the snare.
Thank you for the sentiment. Means a lot even if I'm still angry at myself. Lol emos were a special breed for sure. I didn't have any reason other than "I hate school " so I quit. Dumbest thing I've done so far. Cant change the past, can only mend the present.
Lol it's fine, I figured that there was some miscommunication. Again you're not dumb at all. Own your smartness! Yeah, public speaking scares me to no end. Luckily I dont have to anymore, not really anyway. Oh yeah, i was told smoking ruined others image of me. It was annoying but i got where they were coming from. Smoking was an ugly habit. I'm so happy i kicked it, but whenever i smell cigarette smoke, I crave a smoke. It's weird lol. DONT SMOKE. What an ass, peer pressure is also another of my pet peeves. I hate it when others force people to do what they want. I hope you're in a better place now. I'm sorry about your mom. I wish you could understand how great it is to have a good healthy relationship with your mum. And I'm sorry you're surrounded by people you dont connect with. The Pandemic doesnt help.
Yeah, but I get it. This site is for helping others, not self promotion and i respect that. Asthma huh, you'd of hated my teen years then lol, i smoked often with no regard to others. Yeah i hope you're doing better with your health, asthma is rough. I do hope things turn around.
I cant stress how much better life gets when you're living healthy. It makes things so much more enjoyable. Try small steps first, like ten jumping Jack's and slowly add to it. It gets easier the more you try. It's also a really great outlet for stress. I have mixed feelings for psychiatrists. Like, they seem more keen to prescribe medication then actually helping one get better. If she's really that bad, cut ties. She's obviously doing more harm than good.
A talent is a talent regardless of gender. Animation sounds so damn cool, what do you animate? Lol you really like emo girls huh. Sorry to disappoint, but I'm not like that anymore, I'm just an average girl now. But I do still play guitar, not often tho. My neighbors say I'm too loud. Nope, I refuse to believe your skills are dumb. You are a talented person that needs to give himself more credit. Seriously. I love anime. Guess I'm an emo web as well. North Korea has me so worried nowadays, just try to be safe. I'm sorry, I hope it's better now. I hate bad days. Well did anything good happen? Theres always something to smile about, but dont force it. Allow yourself to feel those emotions and understand them, they're good for you.
Yes, have a good day and hope you sleep well tonight. Stay safe out there
ReplyOkay, okay! I won't smoke! Please stop making me laugh, Lol. It's weird for a guy like me with asthma crave for a smoke, Lol. I couldn't stop laughing right now, you totally make my day, thank you. I like emo girls because their so cute and badass, that's why your cool, Lol. I know your just a regular joe, who had a normal life, but you have virtue in life, and that's something you should be proud of, unlike the cute emo girl smoking weed all-day.
Most of my friends were fake, that's why I cut them out of my life! I tried everything for them to be good friends? But they used me for their benefits, it's awful, to be honest, so I cut them, no regrets, Lol.
Bullies are my mortal enemy, I tried to ignore their spiteful words, but that doesn't mean I should be afraid of them, Lol. I hate bullies throughout my life, it also gives me a depression even to these days. I just don't pay them in my mind, I only think to them that I'm better than any of them, Lol. I'm so bad.
Oh my god! If we meet in high school? I've already imagined it if we meet on campus face to face. I'm going to be so terrified of looking at you, thinking like, "Wow, this girl is cute! Why she's staring at me? Why is she staring at me?!" And you'll look at me like you've seen a weirdo, and also a nerd, and be like. "WTF this weirdo looking at me? God, his such a pain in the ass." And I approach you and say hi then you slap me in the face, "screw it, nerd, stay away from me," you said, and I'll be like, "Wow so that's how you get slapped by a girl," I never been slap so take it as a credit, Lol.
Also, my high school days are much, much more stupid than you, and if get to meet, you'll actually put me into your the most annoying person list of all, Lol. Since you like dark menacing stuff back in the old days, I'm the opposite, I put rainbows and ponies in life. Also, don't imagine I wear glasses and braces to my teeth, that would be so perfectly nerdy, Lol. I'm just a mediocre person, a Korean average, Lol. I'm not just an angel, and weird, and a perfect touch of a rainbow teenager back to my high school, I'm a pure utterly nuts kind of person.
The middle school I'm in a basketball league, then I thought in high school, I planned to change my way, so my high school days wouldn't get moppy and boring. So I join the two clubs, no regrets, but that doesn't mean I'm a good model, I have a plan to screw school in life. I also become a guidance counselor, so whenever there's detention, I should be the one who's in charge of handling the students. But, as a president of a debate club, it's my rules, so students have to follow the rules. I plan it my own way to make it more interesting club, bad words are allowed in speeches. I create a fund to buy big diapers, so whenever they lose, losers get to wear diapers. Sometimes, the debate gets heat up, so we ended up throwing crumpled papers to each and everyone else.
I like books in the library, I picked the hard covered ones, and bring them to the English Club. So I made a stage act, where students get to act in Shakespeare, more like a drama club, Lol. I always bring hard covered books. So, when they act in error, I slapped them with the book, that is a no joke I always slapped them with a book so they will get the message distinctly, Lol. My favorite line was, "to be slapped or not to be slapped, that is the question!" So the students will put their lines on the effort. I'm also handling students in detention, so I make them touching the manure without gloves and transfer it to the other section. I'm not that really cruel, I also help them but with gloves in my hand. I also get into a fight once? Teachers saw the fighting, I'm a guidance counselor, so there not putting me in detention, Lol.
Don't think it so weird? But if I were in the prom with you, there's a one hundred chance I'll be sitting next to you listening in the headphones, Lol. Now I think it's so weird, I'm weird! Do you think I'm weird? Lol. I'm so weird right now it's so disturbing, I wanna cry so bad, Lol. I don't dance, and I like to observe people partying so probably, you'll see me in the middle of the dance looking every and each people dancing, Lol. I'm so mad, why would people even screw you because you just dyed your hair? I mean their not you, so what gives? People are mean, I mean, I just think that they should mind their own business, people here mind in someone's businesses, so it's kind of embarrassing to give a damn. Now you smoke and drink to the prom all night, whoa... It must been crucially part of your prom! I mean alcohols are allowed in proms? I have never seen like it in prom.
No, no it's fine, no need to thank me, sometimes nostalgia hits hard through your mind, and it becomes more fun when we try to look back in the past, and we're just dumb and broke teenagers, Lol.
Don't take it as dumb, (probably, it was for you,) you quit school. I mean, you got a job? You live on your own, I think that's already enough in life, to be honest. You crave for a smoke when you see or smell it, but you try to stop it, you've changed in life, that's amazing and really wonderful to see it that way for me. Take it as huge credit through yourself, you honestly win in life! Even though, with or without a pandemic. Looking for a friend who will be there, in the end, is tough, even for me, Lol. I speak English fluently, and still, none of my people I know can catch up, so I probably think that I should find a friend out my world, Lol.
Yeah, you will probably kill me in your teenage years because you smoke, even a small amount of smoke, I try to avoid, Lol. Thanks for the tips, by the way, I could tell you that you exercise a lot, I feel like I'm not the only one who doesn't, Lol. I do animation, like anime, cartoons, and characters in the book I read, I tried to make it in life. Drawing anime is what I like it without proper equipment, I think I could draw an anime in 8 hours straight, Lol. Don't say it you're an emo weeb, more like a regular weeb because your an average girl now, Lol. Oh!!! I love anime! I play some in the piano, what's your favorite anime? To be honest I'm curious, Lol. Yesterday, I had a bad day, my mum and I argue on the phone, my mum and I were talking about financial through school, I was in the mood, so my day was not great. How was your day? I'm going to run some scheduled in class so I'll bit go crazy about this day.
Good evening, by the way, I hope you a great day tomorrow. Stay safe!
ReplySmoking is a nono. Nuff said. Anyway, yes I'm just a joe nowadays lol but I dont mind playing the part every once in a while. Had quite a few plans this year, but as you already know, 2020 hasn't exactly been conducive. Yeah I definitely came a long way from the person I was. I'm sure you have as well.
You'd of hated me, i was a fake friend until i had none. I got two of them back and I'd never trade them for the world, but I was a terrible person to them. I'd of played you too if you let me. I dont ever wanna be that person again. I'm happy to hear you didn't take that crap and left while you could. Never compromise and always know your worth.
Lol I love that little scenario, really made me laugh. But I'm gonna have to correct you, I was never that confident. I'd be terrified of talking and even more so of hitting you. I got into a few fights back then and I lost every single one of them. If anything, id of probably tried to pretend I was listening to music and ignored you. Creative me right?
You're not annoying, tho, in high school I'd probably think so. Glad that's not me anymore. I think we were all pretty damn awkward in those days, so dont be too hard on yourself. I was a nerd too, I just tried to pretend it was cool.
Damn, you had quite the time in school didn't you. Debate, basketball and all that? And a guidance counselor? Damn, did you get any special privileges? Lol I'm glad you took full advantage of your position as leader, I'm not much of a leader myself and I can't even imagine.
Shakespeare? Lol I was in a play by Shakespeare, part of drama club, I was a fairy queen. Fun times, I sucked at it but yeah. Again, theres that creative streak again. Taking full advantage of your position, that's so fun to hear. I wish peeps in my high school had that initiative. Damn, you got into a fight? How'd that go?
Lol, I dont think it's weird, we all tend to fantasize about the past and how much better it could be. Not gonna lie, I really wanted prom to be this dream come true moment. Instead I spent it watching my date laugh with his friends. I still have my prom pictures, sadly I never kept my dates long enough to have two pics. Still, its nice to know I'd of had a friend there for me, had life been a little different. Thank you. I dont think it's weird. I dont think you're weird. You're just different and that's totally fine by me. I'm a weirdo too. I dont dance much either, but i think watching is pretty cool too, tho for me, it made me want my date to ask me to dance. Oh my hair? Cuz my high school was full of all kinds of people who didn't know how to separate from the crowd, they laughed at everything different so that made me a target. It's fine, I forgive them. Lol no I didn't smoke and drink AT the prom, I did it after the prom was over. I went to parties afterwards and got stupid. No, alcohol isnt allowed at any prospect.
Yeah, i like looking back on the days past, it's crazy and beautiful. Its nice to talk to someone who enjoys it as much as i do.
Thank you, that really does mean a lot. You're a great person yourself. I know life will turn up for you eventually. It gets better and you'll find your happiness out there somewhere, you just need to believe that and never stop trying.
Lol I was like a train back then. Just puffing at cigarettes and joints all the day long. You'd of hated it. I smelled like a damn casino, it was stupid. I'm glad I stopped. Never regret it. Yes, when I quit smoking, I gained a bit of weight funny enough. Thank god I started working out and slimmed back down. I'm a firm believer that looks aren't everything, but I'm also a firm believer that it's ok to wanna look attractive. Damn, you're really talented. I donno why you dont take pride in yourself. Nope, I'm an emo weeb lol. My favorite anime has to be FLCL. Ever watch it? Omg so many memories. How about you? Favorite anime?
I really hope you have a better day tomorrow. Its my day off tomorrow, so hopefully I'll be able to get back to you sooner rather than later. Good morning, have a good one and stay safe.
ReplyOh my gosh, I'm so sorry I replied late! I have to do my research paper all day, and it was annoying that people keep relying on me. Also, it's okay if you speak too much, I totally loved it, Lol. In class, I'm so loud, like really, really loud, if there's no professor in a class, I might shout about partying, Lol. Also, I might miss it earlier, why people told you to stop when you need help? Rude! I mean, that is so rude even though you're totally weird too.
Okay, we need to stop talking about smoking, Lol. Smoking is no fun, but if you also learn some smoke tricks, then we better not to, Lol. Yeah, 2020 also ruined my plans, I had many plans, like schools and other stuff, in high school people know so much about me, the popular idiot in class. Now in college, I tried to hide my identity, since I'm so tired of playing a dumb role in a school. Anyway, I won't get into much in detail in your plan this year, because that's your plan, it's not mine, it's yours, so I'm going to be so stupid, and an idiot, if I asked, Lol.
Oh, great! You ignore me from staring at you, Lol. You really make me laugh, you're very creative at ignoring at people back in the old days you even used it at me, Lol. I was imagining you would hit me with your hand, so I could feel my reality hits me like your slap, Lol. Gosh, you've been in a fight also? How did that go? You're so freaking badass, even for an emo girl! It's not about winning, it's all about defending your own rights.
Now, okay, that is the answer I wanted to hear for, I'm so annoying, Lol. I really am, even in high school? You'll probably hear me shouting in the hallway, I even prank teachers, I don't wanna talk about it, Lol, it was totally nuts. Yes, I had quite the time in high school, Lol. I did try to make it fun, though, like about making a presentation? Now, who would make a presentation about dinosaurs? A FREAKING DINOSAURS IN SCHOOL! And the teachers even agreed to my presentation, I was a total heck about it.
I'm not a total leader, I am an imposter pretending to be a leader, Lol. I hate being a leader since I hate to manage people and stuff, it makes me more stressed about it. I'm in a basketball league for 2 years, and we win a lot of trophies, I'm a total nerd, and I win a lot of medals in a contest. I don't make everything possible, I'm stupid, and I make everything impossible, Lol. Now hold on, now it makes me confused, your a nerd? No way! Are you? You better be lying! Lol, I don't think you're a nerd to me, nope, nope, Lol. Really, I can't even imagine you're a fairy queen! You're absolutely in the style, Lol, how did being a fairy queen go? Is it fun to be in the act? I have never been to it, I'm so sucked at dramatic performance, Lol.
I've been a total dick since high school, people used to make fun of me, and my name so, clearly, I had too much in a fight. I punch my classmate in the jaw, he also punches me in the stomach, it didn't end up too well since the teacher saw, so I never been into detention, Lol. Not going to lie, but your partner sucks! His freaking buzzkill in the attitude, even me? I had ten times more at worrying in my partner at the party, whether she's having fun or not, but leaving your partner in prom? That is idiocy in my butts. Also, I really appreciate that your weirdness too, the weirdness of our talk, is already even, Lol. But looking at you? You actually, not that kind of weird to me, (please don't say I'm not weird also?) I mean, you had a normal life? You're completely an average person! And that's true.
To be honest, I'm pretty much talkative when I meet a lot of people, I don't know why? But I'm trying to control myself a lot, I just really like to know others when I finally get to meet them, Lol. So, talking about our past is crazy and fun. And also, I had my days, I had bipolar disorder, people see me get mad, cry, and laugh, I'm totally aware of it. I'm trying so hard to control my feelings, so people won't notice I'm different and abnormal. I truly hate myself ever since I was in high school.
Yeah, you would have put me in the coffin if we met, Lol. Does your mum know about your smoking habit? I didn't know your mum let you do that, I mean it's America, it's a real free state, Lol. You change a lot! Like even you quit, and you notice you gain weight and you do some exercise? You really change a lot lately, and I also agree that looks aren't everything. (But you also agree looks are OK, Lol! But just a little bit, hehe.) I'm kind of curious by the way, what's the difference between emo weeb and regular weeb? I kinda say you're more like an Otaku than a weeb, Lol.
I kinda say, FLCL is more like fantasy steampunk, I never watch it. I'm more like fantasy or depressing stories. I don't know why I just find deeper meanings into depressing anime. My favorite anime is Your Lie In April, Your Name, and Weathering With You, have you watch it too? I'll be totally surprised if you watch it, Lol. I'm so sorry I couldn't write much more today, I have to finish my research today, I will make it up to you tomorrow, Lol.
Anyway, how was your day going? Oh! Goodnight and have a good day tomorrow! Stay safe over there!
ReplyDont worry about late replies. Worry about your life first, it's not like you're bothering me or anything by not replying. Never feel like you own me a response. That being said, yeah that happened but it's fine. I try to not let the negativity affect me. Why? I'm not entirely sure.
I dont have anymore plans, they've all been canceled so its whatever. I'll live. Well I wont tell you how to live your life, if you'd rather hide yourself from the public eye then by all means, go for it. And you're not an idiot. Period
I wouldn't say I was creative, just really good and having headphones on. And I'm not a violent person, I'd rather walk away before ever getting into a confrontation. But as a teen, not so much. Being in fights was never fun, I got split lips, black eyes and bruises. I got a scar on my eyebrow from some girl who was wearing rings. I hate fighting, especially when it wasnt at school. At least at school a teacher would break it up. Outside of school? Not so much. I wouldn't say I'm a badass, dumbass is more like it.
You seem to be a lot more comfortable with yourself than you give yourself credit for. I dont think that's a bad thing. Lol dinosaurs are cool tho.
I get that, I think the difference between us is that if push comes to shove you can be a leader. I cant, I crumble under pressure. You took on so many leadership positions and I think that's pretty cool because I know I'd never have the guts to do so. That must be nice, hope you kept the trophies. I won an art contest once but it wasnt anything too special. I guess it depends on your definition of "nerd". I dont have a definition myself, I just hear my friends call me nerd sometimes. Yes I was the fairy queen Titania from Shakespeare's Midsummer Night's Dream. It was such a strange play but I had fun rehearsing, I screwed up a few of my scenes in the end anyway. It was a great learning experience, acting and drama isnt for me lol.
Well I hope you've grown since high school, I'm hoping you're no longer a jerk. Thatd be unfortunate if you were. Yeah, again, fights suck. And yep, my dates sucked at every prom I went to, except one but I haven't seen him in years. I haven't seen many of my old high school friends in years. Hey, how old are you? Feel free to ignore the question if you want. Yes, I guess I'm weird and you are too. And yes, I guess I've had a normal life? I dont have definitions for "weirdo " and "normal life" unfortunately so I cant say for certain.
It's great that you're talkative, I wish I was. I'm only good at talking g when its through text. In person, I'm quiet and I fidget with my hair or glasses or shirt out of nervousness. I speak way too quietly and I lose my thoughts easily. So yeah, try to appreciate your penchant for conversation, I know I would if I could. Theres I word I'm familiar with. My bestfriend is bipolar. I've spent so much time learning how to help him and he's gotten way better over the years. I know it must be hard, but hating yourself only breeds more negativity. It's not good at all and I know that telling you these things doesnt help over night, the road to inner peace is long but it does pay off in the end. Stay strong
My mom found out a few times, she hated it and grounded me quite a few times. She hates smoking and I was underage when I started, which was a big nono. No it's not legal to smoke as a minor, I was just good at not listening. Hmm. I guess an emo weeb is like a normal weeb but dresses different? I realized how unimportant labels are, I may have been an "emo" but beneath the skinny Jeans and blue hair, I was just a very lost teenager. I'm still the same person, I just understand myself way better and dont need to look a certain way to feel like I belong. I know who I am.
Lol, FLCL is a coming of age story that just happens to have robots in it. If you dont wanna watch it, that's fine but you are missing out. It's such a great show. Yep, I have Your Name, Weathering With You, and Your Lie in April on BluRay. I watch them again from time to time. And again it's fine, dont worry about responding if your busy. Its fall so I'm assuming schools are starting up again, everyone is extra busy nowadays so I totally understand.
Good morning and focus on your life, I'll be fine. Stay safe out there
ReplyI'm so sorry, it's just my weird habit to owe someone's replies, Lol. In Asia, parents teach us to pay respect and manners to someone, it's crucial to everyone around here, so you might be seeing me apologizing every time! Lol. When it comes through here, we don't call you by your name when you're older, we call you by the title of "Ate," don't try to assert it as you ate, as you've eaten or something, Lol. It pronounces as A'te like A-te, Lol. It's kinda weird, but if I was able to see you, I might call you one because you're way older and I might pay respect to you.
Hilarious as it is, but being spot on in popularity is not my thing, Lol. When students say, "Hi!" "Dude, what's up? Keep that thing going!" It's kinda messed up for me since I don't know them and I just nod or smile to them, it's kinda awkward. What about you? Back in the old days? Do you appear to be like it? To be popular if you could have been?
Okay, you give too many details about your fight? And you make me gasped and surprised, so it's me feeling all awkward again, Lol. You've been too much in a fight, and that's not good, no I'm not trying to implement that I hate it because I'm a counselor back the old days, but because I hate to see someone gets beat up, I really am. And if I see you get beat up? (In high school or any place I mean) I might jump in the fight also, Lol. It's just that, seeing someone with black eyes, bruised or split lips make me feel guilty about me, that I didn't try to protect or defend. And all I could do is get someone's wound or bruises fixed up. I'm not trying to be superhero bullshit or being nice, but because my faith to someone is bigger than mine.
Don't try to discriminate your past, Lol. We've been there, and being dumb and broke in the teenage years is a part where we learn what's good is going to come. Don't say your dumbass, Lol. It's my compliment from you, take it! Lol. I don't try to give compliments about myself. Since my hobby can be tried by everyone, animating and digital art is not really special to someone's eyes. I just don't know why I just find them not really a particularly good or anything. Giving myself some credit is tough, Lol. I have many artworks? I don't post them on social media since I think it's bad, Lol.
Please no, Lol, please stop, I want to cover my face with my hands for a while, Lol. Stop being nice or being good to me! Dinosaurs are freaking stupid to give a damn presentation in school! Lol. I can't stop laughing right now, since when did dinosaur is a subject in school. I told you I bring ponies and rainbows in school, and everyone talks about it like it's a blessing, Lol.
They just put me into leadership because I'm fun and extrovert and rainbows and stuff, I couldn't blame them I might slap them in the face, I couldn't so I take my chances being onto my rules, Lol. Being under pressure makes me stress a lot. But every time I try to put it into a smile and believe I could make it through, it's not that I'm ammo of positivity or motivational. But I want everything under control, even though I'm crumbling, and falling apart.
You win an art contest? That's awesome! Now I'm so curious about your masterpiece, Lol. I really am, I don't know why, but I just keep thinking why did you rebel back in the old days. I know being so-called, "outcast," is a damn cool motto, but look at everything! You win in an art contest, and you are a nerd, why being a rebel? I just keep thinking about it. Also, your Titania, the fairy queen, from Midsummer Night's Dream? That's a bigger role than I expected from you, Lol. How did that go? I mean the ending, Lol. To be honest that's amazing!
Yeah, I grow to be a jerk sometimes, Lol. Do you think I'm a jerk? Lol. I think I am, I grow up rescuing stray cats in the road and feed them, nor put them in some places that they home. I like cats very much, their soft and fluffy, and squishy, I like to squeeze their tummy, what about you? Do you like cats or you prefer dogs? I spend my time how dumb I was back in the old days, every time I think how dumb and senseless I was back in high school. Who would think by putting himself so much at work? He already put himself into depression.
I'm 19? What about you, what's your age? I'm in sophomore year, yay! That's so dumb~~~ I know, Lol. Ha! High School friends, I don't know if I had one, Lol. I cut them out of my life, even the good one's, I think I'm so selfish that I used them. I'm totally manipulating people a lot, I hate myself. But I had a great time with them, solving trigonometry, physics, and talking about anime's all day, I just don't know why I cut them in life. What about you? Did you cut your friends? I'm just happy that you didn't want to trade them in life, you have a great connection to them, you really did.
No, being talkative is annoying! Lol. Wow, you really did explain your stumble, and fumble when you talk, your cute! not I meant that your cute or cute face or cuteness, gosh I'm a lousy talker. I just that you're quite cute? Geez, I don't know, Lol. Gosh, you really are a rebel back of the old days, glad you change, like being grounded by your mum is pretty tough. Okay, I need to stop arguing, Lol. You're an emo weeb, Lol, I don't have any to argue with you, Lol.
I didn't watch FLCL, Lol. I hate to admit it, I don't watch anime often, gosh... that is perfectly bad for me, Lol. It's pretty hard to navigate your likings when it's already scattered like I love books, watch movies, drawings, animating, anime, chess, and more! It's already messed up. YOU WATCH YOUR NAME AND OTHERS?! YOUR A PURE BREED OF WEEB! It makes me evaluate myself that you watch Your Lie in April! How was it? How did you react when Kaori died? I totally never discuss that show from someone apart from me, Lol. I already finish my paper so I'm free of school-related works. I'm having a bad time dealing with my disorder, but I'm trying so hard to control it, glad you're a good friend from your friend who's willing to help.
Lol, yeah you're right I should focus on my life. But I separate my time between free and work. So my life won't be a buzzkill, Lol. Have a goodnight, by the way, have a great day tomorrow, and stay safe over there.
ReplyYeah we dont really have anything like the customs you do in Asia. Tho, truth be told, itd be nice if we did y'know? Respect is hard to find in the states, every say respect is earned but it seems both one knows what respect is. I bet it's nice to have a sense of respect and chivalry. Ate, not the past tense of eat, yeah I gathered that much. I dont think I know anything like that in my native tongue. Yeah I am way older than you.
Hm, I cant say I understand your point of view. So what you're saying is you didn't like the attention you got? Understandable, I hated attention and to answer your question, no I wouldn't wanna be popular. It gives people this idea that they have a right to know your business. That's just my opinion anyways.
Oh I'm sorry, I didn't mean to cause any discomfort. Its a tendency for me to try and over explain things. I dont have confidence in my ability to convey things entirely, so I overcompensate with detailed explanations. I'd of definitely appreciated the help back then, but I dont know how'd you help me, it was always other girls that kicked my teeth in and guys weren't to keen on fighting girls. It's a grey area for sure. No one likes to feel helpless, I totally understand that. You dont need to justify wanting to help the helpless, the act is by far stronger than the words. I think that's pretty cool and you're pretty cool for wanting to help.
Right? Failure is our greatest teacher. I'd hate to be where I am now and not be a better person from before. Hey, art can be tried by everyone, but no one can make YOUR art. Only you can. Just like no one can make MY music. These are just tools with which we create with, but the creation is ours alone. If you dont wanna take pride in your abilities, that's fine. I'll take pride in knowing you can. I think it's pretty damn cool that you can animate and if I could, I'd smack you for downplaying your talents.
Dinosaurs are awesome! One of the first things I learned in school is about dinosaurs. How could you not think they're cool? How dare
I dont blame you, my heart races even thinking about being given a leadership role. Still, you handled it well even if you're falling to pieces. Like I said before, most would probably crumble and quit and yet you didn't. You made it were others wouldn't, isnt that something to be proud of?
Yeah I did win and i should be happy. Why was I a rebel back then? Hm, I put so much emphasis on labels that bvb I let it define me. I knew I wasnt exactly like the "normal" kids but I didn't know who I was, so instead of figuring that out, I decided I needed a label to define me as a person. I wanted to be this mysterious emo chick, so I dressed the part and hoped the label would carry me through life. Wasnt I dumb? Yes I was titania, it went about as well as you'd expect, nobody could hear me because I was so quiet. Tha k you tho.
I dont think your a jerk, but I dont know you in person so I couldnt say with absolute certainty. I think you've asked me before, I'm a cat person. Love them to pieces. They're also very low maintenance animals, which is great. Wish I had a cat of my own tho. You have any pets?
I'm 23, I'm a grandma. Goodluck in college and lemme know how it is. I didn't cut anyone out of my life, they got rid of me. I dont blame them, I was a shitty friend. I deserved to lose them, I thank my lucky stars two of them decided to forgive me, so now I have two friends from high school I cherish. I dont know what you did, but in hope you learned from the past. We all are worthy of redemption and we can all grow to be better people.
Everything has good and bad traits, I think you think being talkative is annoying because you are a talker. You know what it's like to be talkative, I dont. I could tell you that being quiet is annoying and maybe you'd disagree with me for your own reasons. It's all about perspective. Awe, thank you, that's really sweet of you even if I dont think I'm "cute". I appreciate it.
It's fine, we dont all have time to spare everyday so it's not like you are required to watch anime. Lol isnt it a good thing to have a bunch of hobbies? Means you'll never get bored right? Yes, I watched all those anime. Loved them. Your Lie in April broke my heart, how about you?
I would hope so lol, never mix work and freetime. Have a good morning and get some sleep. You too, stay safe
ReplyOkay, I need to stop using too much, Lols, it's getting annoying to read, right now, to be honest, hahaha. Thank you, now I figured it out that I'm so dumb in past, present, and future tense, it makes everything sense now. Omg, this is so embarrassing right now, on the spot actually, at least, for me in my case, haha. How could I be so dumb, and senseless? I totally covered my face with my hand right now and moaned regretfully, screwed, and embarrassed by my own word.
That's okay! I mean, I know respect has to be earned in America, in here. You get a lot of respect, even we don't know you, such as me, your crush, my uncle who is very bad at jokes, even by our own janitor in a school. Now that I know, your nice and awesome, and pretty cool, grandma. I totally respect you a lot. I mean, that respect for self-appealing, that you're way older than me, and you're a great person, and you are actually pretty nice, that moment of earn is so deep, to be honest.
Yeah, popularity is not my thing, you actually get my point though, people shouldn't have to know my business! Like what's my favorite food in the cafeteria! My pants! My first kiss! I hate those kinds of stuff where people mingle your own thing. I mean, when they gossip about your popularity, you don't get any privacy from yourself. And that could be a hard thing for me, exposure is my mortal enemy, I would have choked it. If it was a person, what about you? Did you also experience people gossiping about you? That could be a hard thing if it happened.
Don't apologize for such things. I think you're actually pretty great! You're pretty amazing explaining your situation at that time. You really got me there, sister, hahaha. Actually, you could be a fabulous writer if you try to make a novel. Your words are compelling than any usual, in my opinion, just my opinion. Do you write some stories? That would be amazing if you do. Dude, like I, would definitely help you, even though girls fight one on one, not that I hurt girls or anything. I've been into many fights, and punching a girl is not nice, but I would definitely slap them with my girly hand. I mean, yeah! Action speaks louder than words, my words don't convince you very much. Aww... thanks! I'm so far fetch in cool, I'm still an old school, and cool doesn't define who I really am, hahaha.
Yeah! Failure is the greatest asset in life! I'm still a perfectionist, it's like my weird habit of mine. I often do everything, even the slightest detail to be included in the exact amount of my time to be perfect. I don't know why, but I do sound so edgy, what about you? Are you a perfectionist too? Oh! You really got me, our work comes from the heart, we create the original masterpiece on our own. Oh!!! You make some pieces of music? Can I hear it? You must be a great singer too perhaps! I couldn't comprehend the gravity of your talents right now. To be honest, you're pretty cool. Yeah, hahaha, you could have smacked me for sure, hahaha.
I'm shrieking in excitement right now! YEAH DINOSAURS ARE AWESOME! I know, I kid. But no one shares the same interest as just me, normally people say, I'm such a nerd or a childish interest and stuff. So wait, the first thing you learn is dinosaurs? Wow, you really did destruct me, hahaha.
Who knew you really have a nervous break down in leadership, can I listen through your heart while when you get nervous? Okay, weird me again, I hate myself. I think you should slap me, hahaha. Anyway, sometimes leadership is for someone who could stand to handle the task. Like people and stuff, a bigger role means everyone is depending on you, and they see you that you make everything flawlessly. It's easy to extinguish that you're not born to be a leader because you hate that everyone is counting on you, you couldn't handle disappointment from people.
Congrats on your win! I know I'm so late, but just imagine I was there. I never put anything on my mind about my label, I could be a Korean Baby Nerd or just a Regular Weirdo, or something worst than weird! Maybe a creepy guy, iiisshhh. I'm so weird, I'm going to cry, but I'm just fantasizing that I'm crying a lot. You really did put a label for yourself. But have you ever crossed your mind that day that being an emo chick who is completely mysterious and intimidating was worth it? No, you're not completely dumb at all, I think you're just insane back then, omggg...... That would be an instant embarrassment in life when people expecting your part and nobody hear your voice. I totally share your pain, since I failed my speech on public across hundreds of students watching me, hahaha.
Why adopt a cat? I mean, yes, I know it's not that easy, but can you try to adopt one? I think it's cool. I honestly thought you prefer a canine rather than a feline. Yes, I have a ginger cat, she's my angel personally, when I was 15, I basically save her from suffering. It was a long story short. It was a cold wet night and I had to go to the convenience store then I accidentally found her in a sidewalk. So weak and fragile, she was freezing from wet, then I thought I want a cat so bad, then I decidedly put her through my shirt, and take care of her. And now she's actually an angel, she doesn't go anywhere without me. She normally sleeps through my chest, whenever I lie down, she even let me touch her soft, fluffy tummy.
Oh! You are 23! Wow, you're way older than me, and not typically you're a Grandma, I honestly think that you still have a life to go. Have many boyfriends as you want, go around some places as you please, try to get a life, try new things. I know you're an introvert. But being 23 is something to get ahead of everything, I'm certainly not a motivational speaker over here.
So you would probably guess that I am one of them. And you also have a life-style, I'm impressed! You really did make it to the top 5 of my inspirational people, RubyRiot. No, I'm still a bad person though, I think a lot, I'm very sensitive, I still shut people down in life, I never consider my thought, just my feelings, I don't understand why. But I'm trying to be a better person of myself.
Yeah, I personally understand your definition of quiet is very annoying, Lol. When people asking something about you and you don't know how to reply back, people will find a bit annoying to express yourself quite from time to time, did I get my point? No, honestly I didn't, hahaha. But you would expect me to be an annoying person right? Hahaha. Aww, your welcome! Take it or not, I really did think you're cute, since the way you put your words together, you sound cute, now I think I said too much, I'm really embarrassed.
I'm definitely required to watch an anime! Don't say I won't! Lol. It's been a while I didn't watch some, like probably 6 months or so. Yeah, I'm not that type of a person who would stick on one side, I'm all around the side, I like soccers, baseball, racing, eating fats, even though I'm not getting fat, baking, cooking, crying about why I'm still single, and psychology, I joined Novni because I want to understand the true nature of people, and by trying to help people as much as I can, whenever they're in need, also, why did you want to help people here? Feel free to ignore it. I have so many hobbies because I have one ticket in life, and I'm not going to waste it.
Awww... I cried so much about Kaori's death, it's still a bummer to me that. That would be the last duo with Kousei when she fainted, I thought there will be another one, and Tsubaki and Kousei were practically clueless about their romantic behavior. For me, Kaori is such a waifu material, too bad she died, I didn't move on for weeks! What about your thoughts? You also watch the latest movie by Makoto Shinkai? Weathering With You was awesome! Which one do you prefer the best? Your Name or the other one? Omg, you're such emo weeb for a girl like in your age, you're actually pretty amazing!
Also, have a great day tomorrow! I hope you sleep well and have a goodnight! Stay safe over there!
ReplyLololololololololololololololololol you're welcome! Dont beat yourself up too much, we all have our moments of embarrassment. Own it.
The feeling is mutual, I respect you too bro. I respect you a lot bro. Lol sorry, getting carried away, thank you. You're pretty cool yourself.
I never liked it either. Gossip sucks and popularity sucks. I hate people getting their noses into my business. Its anxiety inducing and makes me so paranoid of everyone around me. Yes, I've been gossiped about all throughout high school. It's such a crappy thing to do to another human being, making them doubt who they talk to and second guess their trust.
I'm glad you aren't offended in anyway, that's the last thing I'd of wanted. I dont write stories, I do write songs and poetry tho, again, cant link you to the site. But I do. Thank you for that, again, I'd of appreciated your kindness back then, i know i do now.
You dont sound edgy to me, but maybe my frame of reference is a bit off. Yes, i can be a perfectionist at times, only when its art and music. I'm very critical of what I do. But it's nice to know I'm not alone. Lol I dont know about singing, I cant play and sing at the same time, I screw up so much. No YOU'RE breathtaking!
What's wrong with being a nerd? Cant let the spirit die, dinosaurs are kickass! Love the tiny ones especially, even if I dont know what it's called. Yep yep, we learned all kinds of things in my early days, back when I was a small human.
Yeah I'm not a super confident person, I break under pressure. Still, when its something I'm passionate about, I dont back down. Right! I know I'm not a leader, but I know that others are. I know you are since you never backed down. Again I think that's pretty cool. It's not for me and you nailed it on the head.
Thanks a lot. And yeah, it's better to leave labels as labels and never do what I did. We all gotta find ourselves out and shouldn't let a label define us. No I didn't, I always thought if I kept my label, I'd eventually be that thing, obviously that's not how character development works. Ouch, I hope you got past it. It's never fun to fail so publicly.
Lol I live in an apartment and the owner doesnt allow pets, so I must live without. See, you can do great things, you should appreciate your capabilities more. You saved that cat and gave her a home. That's pretty damn inspiring. You talk about her like you would a friend which means you care about her. You are a great person, so stop beating yourself up.
Yes I'm 23, I'm getting old, high school was 5 years ago for me. Yes I do to, I dont plan on quitting anytime soon. You as well, you're 19, you've got so much living ahead of you. Trust me, you'll love it.
Awe thanks again. I'm glad I could be a positive influence for you. Means I'm doing something right. I'll always tell you how I see it. You're a great guy and you can be such a kind soul to those around you. Stop doubting yourself, believe in yourself like I do. You have struggles and that's ok, feel those struggles, just never let them beat you. You are the one who controls them,they dont control you.
Yeah, thats how the cookie crumbles. I annoy plenty of people with my inability to articulate. Its frustrating, really. I'm happy that I'm not alone, I often times feel like I'm an alien unable to speak with normal humans. Lol it's fine, I hope I'm not bothering you in anyway.
Well I hope you find some good shows and if you do, recommendations would be nice. I'm always in the market for some quality anime. Hey being single isnt that bad! It has its perks definitely. I'm a CNA, I found through my job that I love making people happy. I love giving time to make others smile. So I came to Novni hoping maybe I'd be able to make others feel better. I wanted to make a difference in other people's lives. I can do that here and I don't regret it. Again, you have so much to be proud of, you're kind, sweet, a dork, nerdy, talkative, and inspiring. You're a great guy and I just want you to know that. When it feels like the world is against you, just know that I'm there and I believe in you.
Lol Your Lie in April had me in tears, I was so mad at first. You should watch Plastic Memories. That's a good one that'll make you cry. Personally, i still like Your Name better. Have you watched Five Centimeters Per Second? I think that's my favorite by far even if it ended so sadly. Lol i know i am,but that means you are too.
Stay positive out there and never doubt yourself, if you do, I'd slap you if i could. Have a great day and stay safe
ReplyOkay, okay, okay! Stop! Hahaha, that is not funny! I could hear you shouting across the neighborhood! God, your annoying, I completely imagine, you keep yelling, Lols. Through my ears, hahaha. Oh! Thank you for making me own it, that I'm so dumb, and senseless, I appreciate your modesty.
Oh! That's great! Now we respect each other, and our feelings are mutual. I bought an imaginary chocolate cake! Oh, wait, let me dip my fingers through the chocolate frosting and smudge it through your soft two cheeks. That is for being sarcasm! I could hear those sarcastic tones! Oh, I miss the spot, let me put some, on the tip of your nose, you look so sweet now, you actually are, hahaha.
Whoa! You've been actually gossip around the school, that's harsh. I missed some thoughts earlier that you said that people over there used to target you because you were different. What's wrong for being different? Do people actually discriminate there if you are different from the crowd? That must be an unfortunate moment if I ever come there and take school, Lol. I'm not actually good at English. I even look so stupid talking to you right now! Haha.
Please, don't! Don't apologize for carrying yourself, all over to me. Feel free to talk. I feel like your hiding your craziness all over me. But now, release that tiger, sis! You should probably screw all over me, Lol.
I'm not that really offended, or even one! The last time I was offended. Is when someone sends all of my pictures through social media. I look like a pig in one of those photos. I was eating in McDonald's through that picture, augh! Instant regret from telling that one! Now my looks on you keep me on intrigue, I suck at poems. I never even write once in my life. Neither, I can't write any songs either, it would be mind-blowing if you teach me! I mean, if you do, I will call you sensei, Lol.
That's too bad. I really want to hear your songs, I wish I do, is there anything I can do to listen to it, sis? Lol. Why write one? Actually, your words are better than mine. My vocabulary is not that deep than yours, hahaha, I suck. I even try to write a novel myself, Lol. It's an interactive fantasy novel, actually. Where a guy who had amnesia. An inner demon wants to help him to regain his memory back. Now, his on the quest to find his memory, but the world is full of danger. Creatures, like minotaurs, orcs, elves, centaurs. And other mystical things. I think it's a childish story. But I'm looking forward to composing it. Took me 3 years of dedication to write that novel by myself, Lol.
Now, you're a perfectionist! Perfection is at must, Lol. Do you have a band? Or just you? I mean, I never heard your music, but making a band would be awesome if you try. Your arts and music intrigue me so terribly, Lol, I don't know why, but I'm so curious right now. It so rude when people say that your loud, I mean. Yeah! America is a real free state, but I think putting a nose in someone's business is rude! Oh, my god! You should try singing. I vote for your voice, even though I didn't hear your voice. I could feel your voice is sweet and calming. If you can't sing, I'll sing! We'll form a band. You and me, Takumi and Ruby, the two directioners! Lol. Am I really breathtaking to you? Or you make a modesty out of me, Lol. No, you're more breathtaking as I'll ever be! Own it!
Hey! Being a nerd is like a downplay throughout life. People make fun of you because you look so unfashionable, Lol. Oh, the tiny ones are compsognathus. They can be the size of a cat or a turkey. But I never guess which one is right, hahaha. See! Look how messed up I am when you talk about dinosaurs! It's never been good actually, hahaha. Um, saying small human is a weird thing to say, haha. There are several terms to state about your childhood but describing yourself as a tiny human. You look like you are actually making a joke of yourself.
Dude, I just become president of the two clubs because we are making a bet of that time, Lol. It really wasn't my plan to be a president. But I win the bet! Winner takes all over. I know, pretty dumb, but when I'm stuck to that point. I play it on my rules, haha. And you've been into a music club! You actually play drums in a marching band, and that was your passion, music! It's a good thing you stick on one side hobbies, at least mine is messier than yours.
So, let me get ahead this straight. The reason why you put a label for yourself is that. You want to know the true meaning of your identity and your life? Wow, you're actually pretty intense! But I totally agree, labels shouldn't define us, Lol. Public speaking was the trauma of my life, I've been many before, and all of them were a success. But this one was scripted, my lines were scripted! I hate scripts. When I was in that stage, I could feel everyone's eyes were looking at me. It was embarrassing that I stuck in the middle of the road of the speech, Lol. It didn't end well, to be honest, hahaha.
I love cats because they're cute! And that's harsh, usually in our apartment. You can adopt a cat as long as you take the poops off, Lol. I only help because her mother wasn't there. I couldn't see anything in life suffer from the pain. It's a small token from me when people help me from life. Geez, your words are too much! I can't carry them all, hahaha. You're pretty amazing and a great person, better than me, don't think you don't!
Dude, you're not that old! You just feel that you're old! Do you have wrinkles through your temples? You're still 23, and you look young, sexy, fit, pretty, and you're so sweet, you're totally astonishing. Don't take it on me! That's how I look at people at 23 years old! Well, being 19. I'm still stuck in college. I forgot to tell you earlier about in college is very much messier than it'll ever be in high school. We work in our thesis all day, do our presentation every minute, and if the professor hasn't shown up. We move the schedule and review the notes if we didn't get the right answer. That automatically fails from your report card, and you have to do it all over again.
I know, it's messed up, Lol. I'm having a hard time controlling my mood. So, whenever I feel like there's a messed up going on, I find myself irritated or frustrated all over. You really make changes in my life. I take your exercise seriously. I could feel my body is like a building crumbling apart, hahaha. Wow, don't say that you're an alien! You're more like "stop addressing me what to say, or I'll mess with your soul." You're just like a cute cat, but when getting mad. You turn into a tiger! Preparing yourself to screw some people who piss you off, Lol. No, you're not bothering at all!
Hey, all I think in high school that I will never get a girlfriend forever. I drunk myself with some ice cream, crying like hell, Lol. I'm going to be single forever! Okay, I should stop talking about relationship status. It's getting weird, hahaha. Whoa! You are actually a certified nursing assistant! That's cool! Nurse! I need help! Someone just stole my heart! Okay, that joke sounds so cheesy, I'm so bad, hahaha. Actually, you're a breathtaking person! Helping people to smile. And getting them smiling is more challenging than anyone you could ever imagine. You sound like an INFJ, have you heard that before? The rarest personality type in Myers-Briggs Personality, it makes up 1 or 2 percent of the population. If are an INFJ? God! I'm so lucky to found you. Your kind, astonishing, have a cute personality, you're creative, logical. You definitely sound like an INFJ.
Thanks for saying something real. No one's ever said something about me. Or what I really am, you really did make my heart melt. Thank you, you're the very first person who says something real to me. And if you believe in me, I also believe in you.
Now! I'm not a dork! I wear high fashion clothes around here! No, I rarely wear glasses because my eye hurts. No! I don't wear braces in my teeth because I hate those in my mouth! Gosh, you really did say something worthwhile! Gosh, I swear, if I was there, I will tie you through your apartment and put you into your room, and tickle you until you beg sorry from me! Unless if I untie you down and you wrestle me all over and choke me, I would definitely call for help.
Um, Sis? All of those inspirational words are too much. I think the irony that you believe at me because I hate my past. And you also hate your antiquity is something we should begin inspecting to ourselves, hahaha.
Wait, no... You didn't even explain why you're mad! That's unfair! I explain mine. You better clarify your criticism, you cheater, and oh! Thank you, no one recommends me a sad anime for 3 years, Lol. You really want me to cry for this show, hahaha, I'll keep that in mind. Yeah! I watch it! It's about the long-distance relationship between the two couples, it's kinda messed up actually, but it's cute~~~
Sorry if some of the parts of my replies are very disturbing. But your the one who's started it! You owe me! Lol.
Have a goodnight over there! Hope you sleep well tonight! Stay safe over there!
ReplyPS: Ouch! I was just bluffing about slapping in the face! Please don't slap me in the face, Lol.
ReplyForgive me for the late replies. Things have come up and I haven't found time to reply. Still haven't yet, but I will, I promise
ReplyNo, it's okay! Don't worry about me. Don't try too much to put your effort, replying to me. Remember, your the one who said to focus my life, and you should too! Lol. I'm always here to stand by, but for now, do what is more important aside from me.
ReplyHey, it's been a while hasn't it. How have you been lately? Life is finally calming down here, so I got time to reply. What did I miss?
ReplyOh! Ruby! I started to think for a while lately, Lol. You didn't miss anything, though. Except for the fact you missed my reply, that's very exaggerating. I'm the park reading a book, and I thought, I come to check by and oh! You kick in. So, yeah! But oh my god! I heard about the fire in California! Are you okay? I hope you are okay. That would be crazed if it wasn't, oh! My class is going to start soon I straighten my message forward that you missed.
Okay, okay, okay! Stop! Hahaha, that is not funny! I could hear you shouting across the neighborhood! God, your annoying, I completely imagine, you keep yelling, Lols. Through my ears, hahaha. Oh! Thank you for making me own it, that I'm so dumb, and senseless, I appreciate your modesty.
Oh! That's great! Now we respect each other, and our feelings are mutual. I bought an imaginary chocolate cake! Oh, wait, let me dip my fingers through the chocolate frosting and smudge it through your soft two cheeks. That is for being sarcasm! I could hear those sarcastic tones! Oh, I miss the spot, let me put some, on the tip of your nose, you look so sweet now, you actually are, hahaha.
Whoa! You've been actually gossip around the school, that's harsh. I missed some thoughts earlier that you said that people over there used to target you because you were different. What's wrong for being different? Do people actually discriminate there if you are different from the crowd? That must be an unfortunate moment if I ever come there and take school, Lol. I'm not actually good at English. I even look so stupid talking to you right now! Haha.
Please, don't! Don't apologize for carrying yourself, all over to me. Feel free to talk. I feel like your hiding your craziness all over me. But now, release that tiger, sis! You should probably screw all over me, Lol.
I'm not that really offended, or even one! The last time I was offended. Is when someone sends all of my pictures through social media. I look like a pig in one of those photos. I was eating in McDonald's through that picture, augh! Instant regret from telling that one! Now my looks on you keep me on intrigue, I suck at poems. I never even write once in my life. Neither, I can't write any songs either, it would be mind-blowing if you teach me! I mean, if you do, I will call you sensei, Lol.
That's too bad. I really want to hear your songs, I wish I do, is there anything I can do to listen to it, sis? Lol. Why write one? Actually, your words are better than mine. My vocabulary is not that deep than yours, hahaha, I suck. I even try to write a novel myself, Lol. It's an interactive fantasy novel, actually. Where a guy who had amnesia. An inner demon wants to help him to regain his memory back. Now, his on the quest to find his memory, but the world is full of danger. Creatures, like minotaurs, orcs, elves, centaurs. And other mystical things. I think it's a childish story. But I'm looking forward to composing it. Took me 3 years of dedication to write that novel by myself, Lol.
Now, you're a perfectionist! Perfection is at must, Lol. Do you have a band? Or just you? I mean, I never heard your music, but making a band would be awesome if you try. Your arts and music intrigue me so terribly, Lol, I don't know why, but I'm so curious right now. It so rude when people say that your loud, I mean. Yeah! America is a real free state, but I think putting a nose in someone's business is rude! Oh, my god! You should try singing. I vote for your voice, even though I didn't hear your voice. I could feel your voice is sweet and calming. If you can't sing, I'll sing! We'll form a band. You and me, Takumi and Ruby, the two directioners! Lol. Am I really breathtaking to you? Or you make a modesty out of me, Lol. No, you're more breathtaking as I'll ever be! Own it!
Hey! Being a nerd is like a downplay throughout life. People make fun of you because you look so unfashionable, Lol. Oh, the tiny ones are compsognathus. They can be the size of a cat or a turkey. But I never guess which one is right, hahaha. See! Look how messed up I am when you talk about dinosaurs! It's never been good actually, hahaha. Um, saying small human is a weird thing to say, haha. There are several terms to state about your childhood but describing yourself as a tiny human. You look like you are actually making a joke of yourself.
Dude, I just become president of the two clubs because we are making a bet of that time, Lol. It really wasn't my plan to be a president. But I win the bet! Winner takes all over. I know, pretty dumb, but when I'm stuck to that point. I play it on my rules, haha. And you've been into a music club! You actually play drums in a marching band, and that was your passion, music! It's a good thing you stick on one side hobbies, at least mine is messier than yours.
So, let me get ahead this straight. The reason why you put a label for yourself is that. You want to know the true meaning of your identity and your life? Wow, you're actually pretty intense! But I totally agree, labels shouldn't define us, Lol. Public speaking was the trauma of my life, I've been many before, and all of them were a success. But this one was scripted, my lines were scripted! I hate scripts. When I was in that stage, I could feel everyone's eyes were looking at me. It was embarrassing that I stuck in the middle of the road of the speech, Lol. It didn't end well, to be honest, hahaha.
I love cats because they're cute! And that's harsh, usually in our apartment. You can adopt a cat as long as you take the poops off, Lol. I only help because her mother wasn't there. I couldn't see anything in life suffer from the pain. It's a small token from me when people help me from life. Geez, your words are too much! I can't carry them all, hahaha. You're pretty amazing and a great person, better than me, don't think you don't!
Dude, you're not that old! You just feel that you're old! Do you have wrinkles through your temples? You're still 23, and you look young, sexy, fit, pretty, and you're so sweet, you're totally astonishing. Don't take it on me! That's how I look at people at 23 years old! Well, being 19. I'm still stuck in college. I forgot to tell you earlier about in college is very much messier than it'll ever be in high school. We work in our thesis all day, do our presentation every minute, and if the professor hasn't shown up. We move the schedule and review the notes if we didn't get the right answer. That automatically fails from your report card, and you have to do it all over again.
I know, it's messed up, Lol. I'm having a hard time controlling my mood. So, whenever I feel like there's a messed up going on, I find myself irritated or frustrated all over. You really make changes in my life. I take your exercise seriously. I could feel my body is like a building crumbling apart, hahaha. Wow, don't say that you're an alien! You're more like "stop addressing me what to say, or I'll mess with your soul." You're just like a cute cat, but when getting mad. You turn into a tiger! Preparing yourself to screw some people who piss you off, Lol. No, you're not bothering at all!
Hey, all I think in high school that I will never get a girlfriend forever. I drunk myself with some ice cream, crying like hell, Lol. I'm going to be single forever! Okay, I should stop talking about relationship status. It's getting weird, hahaha. Whoa! You are actually a certified nursing assistant! That's cool! Nurse! I need help! Someone just stole my heart! Okay, that joke sounds so cheesy, I'm so bad, hahaha. Actually, you're a breathtaking person! Helping people to smile. And getting them smiling is more challenging than anyone you could ever imagine. You sound like an INFJ, have you heard that before? The rarest personality type in Myers-Briggs Personality, it makes up 1 or 2 percent of the population. If are an INFJ? God! I'm so lucky to found you. Your kind, astonishing, have a cute personality, you're creative, logical. You definitely sound like an INFJ.
Thanks for saying something real. No one's ever said something about me. Or what I really am, you really did make my heart melt. Thank you, you're the very first person who says something real to me. And if you believe in me, I also believe in you.
Now! I'm not a dork! I wear high fashion clothes around here! No, I rarely wear glasses because my eye hurts. No! I don't wear braces in my teeth because I hate those in my mouth! Gosh, you really did say something worthwhile! Gosh, I swear, if I was there, I will tie you through your apartment and put you into your room, and tickle you until you beg sorry from me! Unless if I untie you down and you wrestle me all over and choke me, I would definitely call for help.
Um, Sis? All of those inspirational words are too much. I think the irony that you believe at me because I hate my past. And you also hate your antiquity is something we should begin inspecting to ourselves, hahaha.
Wait, no... You didn't even explain why you're mad! That's unfair! I explain mine. You better clarify your criticism, you cheater, and oh! Thank you, no one recommends me a sad anime for 3 years, Lol. You really want me to cry for this show, hahaha, I'll keep that in mind. Yeah! I watch it! It's about the long-distance relationship between the two couples, it's kinda messed up actually, but it's cute~~~
Sorry if some of the parts of my replies are very disturbing. But your the one who's started it! You owe me! Lol.
Did you my message is weird? I think it's weird, haha. I hope thing's calm down over there. Stay safe, and best out of luck to you Ruby, you need it. No, you really need it, Lol. Anyway, I hope you sleep well tonight! And have a great morning in the next! Best out of luck coming from dork Takumi, Lol.
ReplyHello. Yes it's been a minute hasn't it. And yes ive read youre reply and unfortunately, i dont have nearly as much feee time to reply to all of it. There are fires everywhere and its affecting mine and others lives. So as much as id love to gove you the reply you gave me, i simply dont have that kind of time anymore. Im hoping tjings calm back down enough for me to finally breathe, but at the moment it doesnt seem that way. Not at the moment anyway. Im definitely looking forward to the day when im not so damned stressed again. Already missing those night shifts.
Yes high school was a strange time for me. I was the center of gossip, they had all kinds of names to call me. Dont miss any of it.
Well i havent recorded any music ever since i only have a phone with crap quality. Sorry, wish i could show you.
I took the myer briggs personality test and im a INFP-A/INFP-T, how about you?
I really wish i could address everything you said, but i cant at the moment. I do wanna talk, but for now, we'll have to keep it short. I promise when things finally calm down we can chat all night, but right now that isnt possible for me. But i do enjoy our talks, dont doubt that ok?
Youre a very kind caring person, believe in yourself like i believe in you
ReplyI knew it! Since I heard there were fires in California, I immediately search for Utah if it was affected too! I'm so sorry if I say so loud, Lol. I'm in the hype of sugar, right now, I get cranky of weirdness if I ate some sugar that's why I'm so loud right now. Oh, don't worry about replying back quickly, I'm pretty much concerned about your safety rather than my stupid asthma. Just keep yourself safe over there... This year is nuts! Like totally nuts like hell. Even right now, hearing your situation keeps me on the edge of my butt. Also, stress is pulling you like from the cat's tail. It so painful even the cat screams for bollocks. You shouldn't stress yourself in times like this. But who am I to say it? But I'm concerned, Lol.
What?! You had many nicknames, and they gossip about you? I think that's awful. People shouldn't make fun of a girl. Rude...!!! Like, manners people! God, hate those peeps. Anyway, I share your burden since a lot of people make fun of my name since my name is totally unlike for Asian people to hear it. Probably my last name came from Australia or Europe? I don't know, it's just that I've been messed by other people about my name? And I swear! It's funny to hear it too.
Oh! That's all right! I already knew you have a lovely voice and the music you make. And probably I'll see you singing in the club if you had a chance to try it out. I'll definitely shout your name for you, Lol. You know that's how I stupidly work when it comes to people I like with. But don't think I'll come to a club! I'm not even 20 years old. And I don't drink sometimes, and if I did? You'll definitely saw me go co-co banana out of the pub. I wish I was that guy who was last time got himself thrown out of the house.
Oh!!! I totally missed it! Glad I almost found an INFJ instead of INTJ! I have never seen an INFJ before. But INFP is much better because they are rare too! So, you are like the underdog? Yiieee you like love movies? Whoa! How about art?! Do you like art? I read that INFP expresses itself through art style! What genre of music do you listen to? You read tons of books also? I know you are a nerd but wow! Lol. I'm basically....... An ENFP! Yeah, don't try to think I'm an officially loud dork! I like to make things wonderful and meaningful like running in the clouds of skunk and weirdos. Sometimes I like parties and stuff, but I traded most of my time about wondering why I got here in this flat earth society. Mostly, I like to talk with everyone I knew. And certainly, everything triggers me and wonder to say, "Hiiiiii!!!! What's that?! Oh! What's that too? Are you blind? I'm pointing to who's poop is that!" Mostly I know a lot of people, but I only consider one friend of mine! Because I love people! Lol. I like to keep things at the exact level, loving people at the same level is cool. Your cool though, that's why you're on my list too.
Don't try to address everything I said, I'm pointing my fingers on you, Ruby! Lol. Yeah, let's keep everything short and slow, but I'm so sorry about being so talkative, you can slap me if you want. Oh! Talking all night is an exact thing I never heard before! I would love to have that. If talking all night was the thing of mine, Lol. Oh my gosh... I was so scared if my impression was bad for the first time..... I'll definitely thank some YouTube tutorials for giving me some weird advice on how to talk to normal people.
Yesshh!!! Stop it! Stop making a fuzz.... You're kind, lovable, the most adoring, and sweetest person. With breathtaking words Ruby, As much as you believe in me, I believe in you the most. But for now, I'm wishing for your safety! Just be safe... And good luck, I have faith in you to withstand in your moments right now. Good luck!
ReplyPS: And oh! I forgot to tell you. I'm so sorry if you read my message loud and energetic. But I'm trying so hard right now to make you smile a little bit, even though I couldn't help you and all. I hope my words didn't make you stressed or feel overtaken right now, I know you are stressed but a cup of tea will soothe you or have a nice coffee. I'm hoping that will help. Please be safe Ruby, Goodluck!
ReplyLol youre hyper arent you. Well i love me some sweets so this just means more for me lol. This year is pretty crazy, im hoping things finally calm down at some point. Thatd be so nice. I hope everything is alright where youre at as well.
So youre username is your actual name? I wouldn't of guessed. I think its really cool, donno why others dont but im a foreigner so how would i know. Yeah high school was a trip, stupid times those were but im glad it happened, got to learn about myself.
Oh god i get terrible stage fright, thinking about singing on stage make me nauseous. I dont know how you manage at all, id be shaking in my boots lol. And getting drunk is cool and all but i get that its not for everyone.
An EFNP. Whats that? Im assuming it means you are a talker? Because id believe it, and no its not bad. I love how open you are, its inspiring.
Lol in my younger years,i could sit up all night and chat just because. Nowadays the real world sits outside and waits for me. Lol nah thank yourself, you quite literally couldnt have done it without you.
You should check out this site called A L L P O E T R Y. If you do lemme kjow, but thank you lol. Youre getting all in your feels too
Oh dont worry, i am smiling and its really sweet that you wanna make me smile. Thank you. Its nice to talk to uou, im happy i can because it helps me unwind and get rid of the stress. Stay safe out there and i look forward to hearing from you
ReplyDoes my hyperactive mode bother you much? Lol. We can change that... Let's make it a casual talk mode, hahaha. I'm the kinda guy you'll see who distracts easily with everything. When my friend and I go to the mall. I always get the vibes of excitement! Like, "oh!!! Let's go to that booth! Wait! That shop has a discount! But wait! We Will go to that shop later! Let's try that sushi first! Do you prefer salmon or...? Wait, there's a Teriyaki! Let's try that!" Like seriously! You'll find me really annoying, like some girl going for a shopping trip around the corner, Lol.
A lot of religious people say it, it's our judgment, but I like to keep it in the way that it's our karma for not suitably treating our home. Like the way, we suppose to be. But we all ignore the signs, the earth is getting hotter, a lot of people say that global warming is just a propaganda by our government. I think that's a rip-off. It's actually hilarious! Most of the people keep waiting for 2021 as if Corona-Virus and everything will expire at the of 2020, Lol. Oh, I'm alright... Don't try to think often about me, sometimes I wonder to myself why am still alive nowadays, Lol. People here are nuts! They go outside without wearing a mask, so probably it's a hi from death I guess.
Takumi is not my name, Lol. If I say my name... You'll think I'm weird... It's just that my Mum's side is Korean and my Dad's side is somehow Australian. So they fuse together to create a weird kid like me. Takumi is just a name I inspired by the book I read, and Harudashi is a surname of a girl who I hate the most, Lol. Yeah, I know! Why did I put her surname? It's because I want to clarify that not all Harudashi is a narcissist. I hate that girl a lot because she used me a lot, and I got depressed, and then boom! Mental hospital, Lol. But I'm okay now... Don't try to bring it up, try to bring it up if you got some whiskey, we could talk about that all night, Lol.
So you never been to a stage before? Don't worry I'll pull you through the stage, we'll sing together... I hope you cover your ears because I suck at singing... Lol. I never understood why you're so quiet, but you get tipsy when getting drunk! Wow! You INFP's really works in mysterious ways... I like to get drunk hard too... I still don't know how I will react if I'm so drunk.
Yes! I'm an ENFP, it means I flirt all the time, Lol. Don't! Please don't try to think I'm flirting. Sometimes I don't know what I'm saying. Sometimes I flirt without even noticing, Lol. I'm very enthusiastic every time and I'm attracted to the quiet people? It's fun! I easily get distracted that intrigue's my curiosity, and I like people a lot, you're an INFP... I don't know, but does that mean you like me or hate me because I'm talkative?
I'm always open to a lot of people, but I'm more open to the people who I don't know about their looks or personality, Lol. It sparks my curiosity, right now I imagine that you're taller than me. Brown long wavy hair, black eyes, and your athletic looks, cute weeb face, and actually, a nice and smart person. That's my good guess! Lol. But I still have a doubt that maybe your blond or raven hair... What about me? What's your guess? If we want to avoid racism, I'm a perfectly pale person, so I guess the same thing to you too, Lol, what did I just get to myself into? Hahaha.
Um... Is that a challenge? If you want me to talk all night! I'm really up for that! I used to talk all night, sometimes I and my friend talk around 8 PM in the night and we ended our conversation around 7 or 9 AM of the morning. I cut that habit, but if it's you, I would love to make some exception, Lol. (No I don't like to do it again, hahaha.)
I tried to look it out! And there's a lot of poets I could use from my homework right now! Thank You! Lol. It's really useful! Oh my god... Most of the poets are touching... Do you have an account for that? I would like to hear some... It so beautiful~~~
Did I make you smile or it's just you naturally smiling to my message? Lol. I really wish I did make you smile! Lol. Seeing you right now, dealing the hardest thing that ever comes in your life? I wanted to help! And smiling you is all I can do.
I hope you get this through, be safe over there, and I hope you have a good morning tomorrow.
ReplyIt doesnt bother me at all. Its a nice change of pace actually. So youre the type thats easily distracted. Thats fine, my frind is like that. The beauty of talking through text is that i actually get a chance to say whats on my mind. Some girl going for a shopping trip huh, lol you mean like me?
Yeah i think its funny as well. How people lump all of this years struggles together with the year, like the end og 2020 is the end of this years struggles. Lol, hopefully they stop hoping for things to end and instead actually help.
Lol do you really think that ill think youre weird just based on your name? Im hurt lol. And dont worry, thats your story, ill never ask unless you want me to.
Well i dont party anymore and i think we have two different definitions of tipsy. Yes, im very stage fright prone and alcohol tends to get rid of that. Its got nothing to do with being an INFP. Lol im sure if you drank, youd understand
So youre not flirting with me, got it. Lol i dont think im supposed to hate you based on your personality type, thats crazy. No i dont hate you
Racism isnt a thing i care for, i could care less if youre brown, yellow, cyan or whatever else. I care about who you are inside. And if i had to take a guess, id say short black hair and very eastern facial features.
As much as id want to, i cant because im an adult now. But just know that i will if you ever need it. Besides, we dont have the same time, you have the sun when i have the moon.
I do have an account there where i post my poetry, well where i post my songs. Same name i use here.
Im always smiling, but its nicw to know that sometimes i dont have to force it. That others care enoughto try for me.
Have a good night wherever you are and dont let life beat you
ReplyI was bored so I read all the comments and oh my have I learned loads about you guys.
ReplyFunny what comes out in a conversation. I think its the anonymity that makes it wasier, even if that contradicts the whole point of anonymity. Hello, hope everything is fine and right wherever you are
ReplyWhy thank you I appreciate that. Been through some rough shit but I'm dealing with that shit with drinking for now.
ReplyIt happens sometimes, we're only human afterall. Well, my offer stands, if youd like to talk about it, im happy to lend an ear. Cheers and heres hoping youre feeling a bit better today
ReplyJust family shit. I have not been home for years bc I left home out of nowhere.
ReplyWhyd you leave home if you dont mind me asking?
ReplyNo one ever cared about me. My sisters and brothers stopped talking to me at the age of 14 and wouldn't speak to me since. My dad beat me and my mom watched and did nothing. I never fought back until I was old enough to fight back. I was always nice and treated people with 100% kindness even if they treated me like shit. But when I break in anger I go mad. I sent my dad to jail for beating my brother for him to come back and do it all over again. They treated me like shit and made me hate my life. But I never thought of suicide bc I feel like that's fucking stupid. I here to have a good time and I won't let anyone take that away from me so I left.
Am I still kind to people?
Depends but I am cold-hearted now, I can't control it I'm just a bitch now people call me a fuck boy but idc tbh.
Did they change who I am?
Yes 100%
ReplyUnderstandable. I cant imagine anyone neccesarily being ok with the childhood you had. Im very sorry, i wish i could say something to make things easier. How are you doing for yourself? Are you taking care of yourself? Any friends to speak of? As for your behavior, as long you are ok and understand the consequences of your actions on yourself and others, i wont say anything further. It must be hard to really get to know people tho.
People say a lot of things about other people, i never quite understood it myself, but i know i was like that to some extent. Im sure you dont let others get to you and thats pretty admirable.
If at any point i step out of line, feel free to let me know. Boundaries are important and i dont wanna cross yours.
ReplySomething that I take for sleep is melitonin it works must of the time for me.
ReplyI like being awake when im drunk or high, sometimes I record myself and give my self the best advice so when I wake up and remember nothing from the night before I just watch my videos.
ReplyHi
ReplyHello
ReplyHow are you
ReplyI'm good hbu
ReplyAm also good
Where are you from what you do?
ReplyWell good morning, or afternoon, whichever. I'm from the USA and I'm a CNA. How about yourself
ReplyI am from india , student
ReplyCool, that's 2 people I know from India. You know a user named a4apple?
ReplyNo sry
ReplyLol it's fine, he's from india as well.
ReplyHi cheers nothing much what's up with you?
ReplyWaking up is all. Definitely feel last nights choices. What's up with you?
ReplyHangover? Ouch. Oh nothing much really. Kind of a hot day so avoiding heat as much as possible.
ReplyWhat can you do? Might just let nature reclaim me. Right? Hot as hell out there, I dont even wanna think about how bright it is out there. How's the end of the world been treating you
ReplyYeah but no lol. Probably bright ive only been out once today. It's had its ups and downs what yourself?
ReplyI gotta go out at some point anyway, just trying to psyche myself up. It's alright, definitely more busy than normal. Do you work?
ReplyI understand. Sometimes meds make me so groggy if I don't get them slept off ugh. No I'm not working right now. Do you work?
ReplyYeah, my friend tells me that his meds make him really groggy in the mornings. What do you in your spare time? Yes I work, I'll be heading back in tomorrow.
ReplyYeah they can. I like to do a number of things but lately not alot just entertaining my self with YouTube and listening to music and trying to exercise some. What about you?
ReplyI'm under the impression that we dont share timezones. Currently, I'm about an hour away from heading to work. Yeah, same routine but workouts are mandatory. Is it night or morning wherever you're from ?
ReplyYeah I know what you mean. Its morning here as well so yes probably so. I live in the U.S. An hour from work what work do you do?
ReplyAs of this writing its 9 and I'm at work. Hectic as usual. How does your mornings go? I mean I had an hour till I needed to go to work. I'm a CNA.
ReplyYeah I always hated it being hectic at work. Do you enjoy being a CNA? My mornings vary. Up and down pretty much. Some are better and worse than others.
ReplyIt's fine, you get use to it after awhile. I love my job absolutely. Yeah that sounds like mornings. Guess even with a good routine, things can be pretty random. How's the daily routine?
ReplyMy daily routine lately is not actually too exciting. Its usually eating exercising Doing housework try to keep entertained and away from hostile family as much as possible. How is yours?
ReplyThat's a routine if I ever saw one. Hostile family? Mine is pretty much the same, with the addition of work but minus family.
ReplyUgh. Yes. Sadly. You have no idea. How has your work being going for you?
ReplyHello again, it's been a minute. It's my day off again so that's cool. You?
ReplyIt's always nice to get time off work for self. Yes I know I suppose I guess it was kind of a minute. If I'm bothering you I won't reply anymore I'm sure you're busy take care.
ReplyLol you're not bothering me, I made this post to talk to others. But if you'd rather end our talk here that's totally fine.
ReplyOh ok I see. my bad then. sometimes I have difficulty reading people. I wasn't sure. I got you lol.
ReplyYeah dont worry about it, theres no rush to respond, just do so whenever you feel like. I doubt we're going anywhere anytime soon.
ReplyTrue I suppose. it's not like my life is super exciting anyway lol. I could bore you to sleep probably lol. I just like the chill vibe you give off unlike alot of people I've encountered.
ReplyThanks for the compliment and don't sweat it. It's not like anyone is having exciting lives right now. It's fine, I could probably talk your ear off and still manage to be boring
ReplyYou're welcome .Nah. probably not. I've always been more the listener type I'm generally in the listening end of people alot anyway being an introvert. I probably couldve been a good psychologist or psychiatrist so I've been told by people in the past. Yeah I doubt people are doing alot beyond hobby stuff and working during the pandemic.
ReplyLol ain't that the truth. Yeah likewise, I guess that's part of the charm of being introverted. I've been learning quite a bit about psychology but I'm by no means an expert, real eye opening things. Listening is quite literally half the battle afterall. So question, how do you help out friends who are dealing with emotional problems? Feel free to answer if you're so inclined
ReplyHmm. I'm not an expert either. I took a brief class in psychology but still I'm by no means an expert in that area either lol. Me personally I just listen to what they've got to say , be there for them and offer whatever imput seems helpful at the moment. Just the mere fact somebody knows someone is there for them is usually comforting. I used the listen to family some. all I could mostly do is nod. It's like they just liked rambling about things I suppose it made them feel better.
ReplySo are the fires affecting you in your area? Hope you're staying safe from them. The smoke from them has drifted into my area and has caused haze the last number of days.
ReplyIm sorry, for some reason i hadnt gotten a notification about any kind of reply. Maybe i did but i lost it in the clutter. Either way, im really sorry.
Yeah, thats very true. The talkers of the world tend to meet other talkers and it can feel like theres never enough time to talk, especially when its something personal. Its comforting when someone listens.
The fires aren't too much of a concern. Its been pretty hazey my way as well, but nothing to life changing. Howve you been handling the current state of the world
ReplyHello again. That's ok. Glad to hear you're doing ok. My life still been up and down. But youll have that I suppose.
ReplyAvoiding online school by using this website. Drink one for me.
ReplyThis ones for you. Cheers
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