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TW SEXUAL ASSAULT
Disclamer- this is not the whole story but it is parts of it and it is all true.
It was mid term In year 9 and I decided to go into the music rooms to practice my vocals for an exam. You were new to the school and we were becoming friends--even though sometimes the things you said made me uncomfortable. I sat there playing my piano unbeknownst to what was about to occur. I heard the door open and there you were checking to make sure noone saw you come in. As you closed the door I stood up to ask what you were doing but you took that as an opportunity to turn me around and push me onto the piano. You didn't care how loud it was when I crashed down on the keys when you were focused on forcing open my legs so you could stand in between them. I was so scared that I couldn't move so I sat there wide eyed waiting for the inevitable. You slid your disgusting hands up from my waist so you could feel beneath my shirt. They never tell you that your school clothes could be a turn on for some people. My face heated up from embarrassment and I could feel the tears coming but I didn't want you to see me cry. You asked me to dance for you but I refused so you began to thrust - fully clothed--into me. I felt and watched as you grew between my legs and I became revolted at myself for allowing this to happen. I asked you to let me leave and you said no. I tried to push you away and you reached into my skirt to feel up my ass. You pulled me closer to you and tried to pull down my tights. I started to panic and I made excuses. Lunch is almost over we will be late to class. The teacher is gonna come and catch us when he asks us to cleave for class. What if someone walks in you wouldn't want to be seen with someone who looks like me. You said I couldn't leave until I kissed you. I said I didn't want to. You grabbed my face and forced me anyway. I pushed you away and ran out of the classroom.
That same day, my afterschool club had just finished. I decided to walk home alone because I didn't live that far from school. I didn't know you were following me home. I felt a hand grab my arm and before I knew it I had been dragged behind a building of flats. You pushed me against the wall and covered my mouth. I couldn't breathe. I hit you with my umberella so hard it broke. That made you angrier. You put your hand around my throat and squeezed. You dragged one of my legs up around your hip with the other hand. Again you began to feel up my skirt but this time you found my underwear. You smiled at me. I couldn't hold back the tears. You tried to kiss me and I moved my face away. So you grabbed my neck and kissed me again. You began dry humping me and I begged you to let me leave. You grabbed at my ass and tits and told me I belonged to you. You said that I was a desgusting fat ugly freak and that noone else in the world would want to touch me but you. You said that I was a slut and that everyone at school knew that too. You told me that If I told anyone about what you did that you would convince them I told you to because I am a dirty slut and they already all know that. I pushed you away and you slapped me. We heard sixth formers walk past and you told me to shut up. While you looked away I ran as fast as I could.
It it was mid October in year 10. I had found a secret place in a forest where I sat to read. You followed me out there. You pushed me against the fence and undid my shirt to look at my boobs. You forced my hand down your pants and told me to feel how hard I made you. You told me it was my fault and that I had to sort it out. You tried to put your hand down my pants. I told you I was on my period. I was not. You took my glasses off and threw them on the floor. They broke. You ripped my shirt. You turned me around and pushed my face against the fence. You started to hump me and told me to feel how good I made you feel you grabbed my boob and kissed my neck. You bit me and told me I would like what you were going to do. I had given up on fighting you. You pushed my back against the fence and started kissing me. I didn't kiss back. We heard a branch break. I told you I had asked my friend to meet me there. You dropped me and ran. I sat there and cried. My friend came. He was an hour late because he had a detention. I wish he had come earlier. But at least he came. He saw me laying there crying. He gave me his hoodie and didn't ask any questions. He took me home.
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