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I am currently 18, and I have been accepted at Stanford. I am going to do pre-med, with the ultimate aim of becoming a cardiosurgeon.
Now, the problem.
Ever since childhood, I have loved adventure, danger, thrill of the chase. As a kid, I loved books where the main characters had to do things in secret (Matilda mixed platinum hair dye in her father's hair oil kind of thing. It made him go white. LITERALLY) I love spy movies. I love secret agent games. I love reading about wars and strategy and tactics. I love teenage drama books.
And in all this, I can't help but hope that I have just a little bit of this adventure in my own life as well.
I know, I know, it's all fiction, and I'm not quite eager for the honor earned by dying on duty as an agent. And I'm definitely not starting a war just to get my licks in.
I know my work as a surgeon will be amazing. Exciting. But I've spent so much time thinking about it, that it's become almost routine.
So, how do I temper this?
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Feels good to have come across someone similar. Take care. Much love.♥️
ReplyOh my god, are you my twin from an alternate universe? Love you too, bro!
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