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2 weeks ago · · anxiety and depression,
I feel somehow like a horrible person. I know I am a good person, that maybe sometimes does bad things. I do regular human things. I eat I sleep and I sometimes gossip a litte. I make stupid stupid stupid mistakes, and risk hurting the people I love most on this freaking planet. I am a liar, and a cheater and I don't know how I came to be this way. Can I blame my parents? I don't want to. What I want is to feel at peace. I don't feel that right now. I feel broken. I feel like a loser. I feel unworthy. I feel like a shell of a human. I feel incapable of protecting the people I love. It feels like standing in quicksand. Like I am just sinking deeper into my depression, my web of lies, and regrets.