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My Unsent Letter
2 weeks ago · · Love,
I have so many reasons to be angry with you, but I'm not sure if that makes sense. I also just feel a bit broken because I was so invested in you and you never seemed to care. Every day you leaned on me or looked into my eyes or told me im beautiful or held me at the corner was just another way of leading me on until you finally chose her over me. It's fine really, I didn't need you, I just needed you to tell me that you really didn't want me so that I could move on too, because it was almost 2 years I wasted pining over you. And the saddest part is that I still think about you. If I saw you in public, I know I would be holding back something, It wouldn't be me. And especially not with her, because you know how much I respect your relationship and how much I love her as well. I miss you so much and I wish things were different and we could still talk. But I guess that's how things always were. I don't know why I expected different outcomes. So, in conclusion, I am sorry to myself that I cannot let go, and I am sorry to you that I was never good enough but I am trying to find myself again. Although I know I am never going to be the most pretty one or the most fun one I think that eventually when I find someone that makes me feel like you did, that's exactly what I want.
I love you more and more always,