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okay so i was talking to this guy for like a month and i actually liked him which is rare for me and maybe week 2 he starts sexting me and sending me viens, his gray sweatpants (if u know what i mean), a naked pic out of the shower w “censored” covering his dong and at first i honestly laughed and went along with it but later we start talking ab hu. i was lowkey down to. anyways we’re talking ab hu and he most of my friends are more conservative ab this stuff so i didn’t even tell most of my friends ab what was going on. that should’ve been my first red flag. while we r talking ab hu he keeps saying well how do i know if it’s worth the gas money, i’m sleepy send me smth to keep me up, etc etc like kinda teasing me which i thought was a sign to send. i didn’t for a while but he kept teasing me not actually ever saying to send but definitely hinting. anyways he’s like ok i’m ab to go sleep bc ur not keeping me up so i impulsively sent him a nude but covering most everything w my hand. it was basically a step forward from a bikini pic that u wouldn’t want ur grandma to see but still post on insta. anyways i see him open it and a couple min go by and i start to panic. how could i have sent this boy that i barely even knew a pic that he could do whatever he wanted w. i felt so stupid and then finally i see him replying “ok ur so beautiful and all that but i don’t but i don’t rlly like sending/receiving numbs” and i was like huh? and he goes (and i quote) yeah i like u just sent me like BOOBS and trust me i didn’t hate it...😳 but i’d rather do that in person. which made me feel stupid and rejected. it made me feel so small. anyways i responded with “weren’t u hinting at that for the past few weeks? i thought that was what u meant” and he goes “shoot i was just messing around” and i responded w “oh maybe i misread it bc i’m still drunk” (which i definitely was not) and he goes “shot i’m so sorry i didn’t even know i wouldn’t have done that if i knew” and i was like “might’ve been drunk but that’s still so embarrassing” and he said “don’t even worry ab it it’s not like i won’t tell everyone” which i’m PRAYINF was a typo bc he said “not like i won’t tell” instead of “not like i will”. moral of the story i regret what i did and i learned my lesson but i’ve been so anxious thinking ab this so i just needed to vent and i don’t want to tell some of my friends bc i feel like they would judge me. he actually handled it well looking back but i guess it was just hard for me to accept the fact that i went way out of my comfort zone to send him that when i rlly should’ve have bc it made me so anxious even seconds after sending and when he responded i felt so rejected.
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