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I hope this is the last time I write to you.
Because its really not fair.
You painted me as the villain in our relationship. You made it seemed like I was the most terrible GF and you were sick of it.
I am not perfect. I am flawed. I admit it. And I admitted that to you that night. I told you I didnt want to let us go. I wanted to work things out. I told you we were two different people so of course, we would not fit each other like a glove. We had to learn each others nuances, each others triggers. It wasnt going to be easy, but I was willing to do it with you. I saw you as a person first, I saw the value you held. You didnt see me as a person. You saw me as someone inhumane, incapable of supporting you and an emotional wreck. I had shared the deepest parts of me to you, I read my diary to you, I shared my depression, my dad abandoning me, and you forgot those parts of me that were sweet to you. Falling in love with your cat because I was falling for you. Spending hours finding a dress in your favorite color, only for you tell me my dress wasnt classy. Going to my aunts house before work to get you mint and then growing it on my own to give to you. Coming from work exhausted but always greeting you with a fresh face and a smile.
What had I become to you? When had you started to resent me?
What of my broken smile now?
You didnt even give us a chance. You decided on your own, that this wasnt working. You came over to tell me your decision, I thought you came over to talk through our fight. You didnt want to hear anything I had to say. Your mind was made up.
I had already lost you when you came to my door. The warmth from your face had already disappeared.
Thank you, A for giving me a chance at being a girlfriend. I'll take this as a lesson and better myself. I'm gonna miss you, but if you didnt want us, then what business do I have wishing we were still together?
Maybe this was who you reallly were.
I dont know. You're a great person and you treat your friends and family with love and respect. I dont wish ill upon on you. I hope you become a blessing in the next girls life. I will be forever thankful for you.
Thank you for giving me the feeling of security.
Thank you for making me feel cared for.
Thank you for giving me a home to rest for awhile.
Thank you for the countless meals you made for me.
Thank you for holding me like I was sacred.
Thank you sleeping outside because you cared about my health.
Thank you for allowing me the chance to become the gf I never got to be.
Thank you for the interactions with my friends and yours.
Thank you for your kind words and support.
Thank you for seeing me as beautiful when I wasnt.
I'm gonna miss you A. Take care, friend.
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