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Lately I feel like my life is falling apart. I really want to end it once and for all. I have thought about ending my life at the end of this month because I might have some major changes happening then. I've really thought about ending my life for many years now but I swear I have had the last straw go for how people treat me. I explain how I feel to someone and they ghost me or say I'm doing this for attention. I really don't know if I am doing this for attention anymore. I'm confused about how I feel and how I think. I constantly have a voice in my head saying I just need to end my life right now. Yesterday I was at a bridge and I almost jumped off. But I couldn't bring myself to do it. I feel like I want to die, I have sucidial thoughts all the time, yet I'm scared to actually follow through with it. I don't know why I'm scared when my mind keeps telling me to just do it. I feel alone in this situation I am in. I try to reach out to people but they seem to become bothered with me and want to ignore me. They would rather see me dead than have to deal with me for one more minute. So, I have decided this is the last time I am going to try and reach out. This will be my last time trying to get help and if everybody says I should just die then I will know for sure there is nobody out there that wants to help me. So, this post is going to be my very last straw with life. If nothing happens then I will know once and for all that my life is meaningless and I should go end it as soon as I can.
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HEY!!plzz dont think about such things....plz i dont kno how to help u when i myself am going through shit because of useless people...lets get through this together,lets stay strong for all those good things which are just yet to come...only for us. these times are going to go away real soon....lets hold on to all good things life has to offer.I am sure we are going to make through this alive and happy<3<3<3
ReplyThis strangers believes in you. Believes that you are very strong for whatever u are going through. I know you can carry on. You think you might not be important but truth is you are. Everyone is important in their way. You just have to carry on and one day things will take a good turn I know they will. I wish for your wellbeing. Pls don’t make such a decision. You’re a wonderful person.
ReplyThat fear that tells you to keep going is honestly a sign that you shouldn’t go yet. I truly hope that you find the peace you are looking for. It’s ok to ask a professional for health. Don’t leave without trying your very best at finding life, finding reasons to enjoy it, to grow in it, to learn and prosper! Surround yourself with people who will bring you up. Know that you are worth an abundance and that your soul is precious, so please don’t leave yet. Please grow to love yourself and the act of living. <3
ReplyHeya, I've dealt with suicidal thoughts and depression before. Hell, I tried to kill myself earlier this year. Just know that it's so not worth it, there are so many things you have left to do in life. If you feel like nobody cares about you, know that at the very least this friendly stranger does. I may have never met you, but I believe you're somebody who is worth loving and appreciating. F*** all those people who tell you you're doing this for attention or that you're a bother. Everybody has a purpose in life, I believe that. If you need to vent, I'm right here! Talk to you later
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