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Single for too long
1 month ago · · Stress,
I'm going to be 25 in a couple of weeks and my relationship experiences are almost non-existent. The longest relationship I had was when I was 16 years old in high school and I dated my boyfriend for 2 years then I broke up with him and broke his heart. The strange thing is I'm still in contact with him. I mean he is in another country now working but I can tell he still has feelings for me and all these years he never missed wishing me a happy birthday and every time he comes back home he makes sure to see me. Other than that I went out on a date. I tried to give chances to some guys but ended up disappointed.
I'm an overly romantic type of a girl, I grew up reading romance novels and I always wanted that epic, real and comfortable love story where you are sure you're with the one and will do anything for each other but over the years I started to give up on the idea altogether. I feel like I'm from another time era and the guys from this era are mostly shallow and won't even try a little bit. I went out on a date with some clingy guy, some shallow guys who just want one thing.
I have a good life, a good job, a good income. I can take care of myself and I like my routine but I still want that special someone to share my life with to be partners that always had each other's back to feel safe and loved.
I always thought by 25 I would at least be in a serious relationship
. Is this impossible should I just give up on the whole idea of finding that special someone as he doesn't exist?