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I told the truth
7 months ago · · Stress,
The truth will set toy free. Honestly is the best policy. ETC. I lied about a small thing to a friend. I couldn't take being a losser so I made up a job.
As we got closer I became more disgusted with this lie. Pretending I had work when I didn't. Telling him hours I didn't have. Taking about customers that don't exist. Pretending to be busy. I did it all.
I hated it. I hated it. Especially since as I got ever closer I discovered he loaths liars. So. Today. I told the truth.
It was hard. Now. He hasn't contacted me. I am in so much pain. We are done. Absolutely positively. Goodbye. The truth sets you free. Lies damn you
Damned. I damned myself. He's gone forever and it's my fault. Mine mine mine. The lies over. But so is our friendship. It's over.
Better now then never. But I wish I could stop crying.