What are you looking for?
Where are you when I need you?
1 year ago · · Stress,
You ask me how I am and you want me to be honest.
I say I’m okay or I’m fine, I’m just trying to be modest.
You never believe me and that’s okay.
Because when I need you the most you always run away.
Sometimes I really open up my heart.
And when you don’t reply I just want to restart.
I find myself regretting more and more.
The words that I said and opening up that door.
I really need to talk to someone and I’d rather it be you.
You really used to help me, Help me get through.
My mind has been spinning a lot lately.
And I want nothing more than to feel sedately.
Life’s getting out of hand and it no longer feels real.
But I guess you don’t want to hear this long spiel.
I hope that one day I can talk to you once more.
About the me that’s inside, the one you choose to ignore.
I hope you will come around one day.
But until then, I’ll still regret the words that I say.