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1 month ago · · Depression,
Here I am again. This is way too soon.
The sadness envelops me from the inside out. Consuming me. Sending me into darkness that hoped I wouldn't see again from a long time.
She says I work too much. She says I don't spend enough time with her. What am I Supposed to do? I cant stop working.
What am I supposed to do? I cant not be with her.
What am I supposed to do? Its all my fault. its always my fault. Its always my work getting in the way. Its always me needs that are too much to meet. Its always my pulling and fighting .
I am so emotionally exhausted. Its hard to cry this much. To sleep this little.
Its hard to hug you and kiss you when I know its going to be the last time.