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I've been here before. The place where I can't breathe, I can't move, I can't feel. I've worn this before... A comfortable, warm and safe piece of clothing where I can hide something I don't want boys to see... To take advantage. I've seen this before.. The look on a boy's face. The look that makes girls fall in love with them, to have them... And then to hurt them. I've seen the pain it causes. I've heard the screaming and yelling in their head. I've felt the shatter of their hearts.
It was your fault I couldn't breathe. My 2 friends had to come to me and tell me that you kissed the both of them... And they loved it.. Because they kissed you back. It was your fault I couldn't move. I dropped to the ground and my best friends had to hide me from the rest of the people around me, who saw how much pain I felt. It was your fault I couldn't feel. I pushed all my friends away after ending our relationship. I wasn't the same for months.
It's still your fault I wear hoodies. I hide my body to protect it from the other boys who kept staring. Who wanted to take advantage. But you don't care. It's your fault I fall in love with a boy who I know is going to hurt me someday. And I will hide the tears with a fake smile and tell everyone I'm fine when I'm not. But you don't care. It's still your fault I silently cry at night with suicidal thoughts. My friends don't know how bad I want to leave. But I can't because I promised I wouldn't. But you don't care. It's still your fault I can't trust anyone around me because of what you did to me. You told me you loved me. But you never cared or proved it. And you still don't. I was just hurt and I was lied to. My best friend was the one I would cry to. But was I enough to you, I'll never know. But I gave you my love, trust, loyalty and honesty, just to end up alone. So thanks. And I hope you get Karma for what you did to me.
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