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Dear little one,
You and I hold a lot of memories together. Majority of them are of fond and happy memories. The way our sisterhood and friendship ended wasn't at all what I expected would happen between us. My question this whole time has been "Why?". I understood the situation was huge and carried a lot of emotional barrings on both side, but I still can't bring myself to believe that this is how things turned out. I loved you the most. I cherished you the most. When I first got the message of how you tried to take your life I almost died where I was standing. The thought of you ever leaving this world shook me because I never want to think of that. It's a reality that I never would want to wish on any of us. I rushed to your side because all I wanted to do was to hold you and comfort you. All I wanted was to pour love over you and pray that God never lets you go. All I ever wanted for you was true happiness and peace because we knew each others stories. However, the disrespect has trumped over all those memories. All the promises we had and talks we had are now void. They mean nothing to me. You mean nothing to me. As heartless as it sounds, I rather honor myself and let go of people that do not hold me at the same standard of respect and loyalty I hold myself up to. You do not respect me. You don't love me. You don't trust me. You didn't. At the end of the day you didn't. I'm not even mad, but more so just done really. I accept your decision on who you want to keep in life and who you value most. Sadly, I am not of the chosen few, but I'm choosing to honor thyself. I'm choosing peace instead of being right. I don't even want to be right anymore. Fuck revenge. Fuck "closures". You may be my blood, but you will never be my family again. I wish you many long years of goodness and success. I love you. Stay safe. Take care. Best wishes.
Xoxo, smalls.
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