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Alright, so here's the plan. This life is pretty much dead in the water. I know I should've never left you and I've regretted it for over 3 years now. I want you, I want our sniffy baby puppy to k now his daddy. I wanna make more babies with you.
But I cant do that here, not in this life. I've failed you on so many levels and it's been 3 years since I've heard your voice. Tomorrow will mark 7 years since I came out here for you.
So the plan is the same as it always has been. I kill myself. I wake up back as a child. Go through all that hell all over again and when I turn 17, I get my first job at Walmart, just like before.
Only this time, I know your name, I know where you live and where you'll be. You'll be a bit too young for me just yet, but I'm gonna introduce myself anyways.
That way I can prevent all the heartache you'd experience in the coming years and we can be together once you turn 18.
I'll keep my job, see if they can transfer me up to the local store in the new area and I'll get us an apartment so you can move in the day you turn 18.
Then we can be our normal bunny selves and get on with life. Get married, have 3 or 4 kids and everything will be just fine.
I love you, I always have. I do this for you. My goddess, my mistress, my universe. I will always belong to you.
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ReplySome people believe in reincarnation, and some don't. I don't. If you do, why would you kill yourself? It's going to take some getting used to, but you can move on. Or, you can try again. I know people who have been deeply in love with someone for months, and then they break up. They almost always get over it.
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