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Desperately Missing You

1 year ago · 2 · Missing someone, +8


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I woke and you were gone. The taste of you lingering on my lips. Your warmth fading in the dawn. A fading feeling of your fingertips.

I sit up consumed by your scent. Looking around for any sign of you. Knowing exactly where you went. Turning into that perfect shade of blue.

Static beginning to fill my core. Numbness that I know so well. Yearning for the moment I can have more. Knowing I fell for your binding spell.

Staring at the door all day. Hoping that every sound is you returning to me. In my mind I desperately pray. Hoping you will soon answer my pitiful pleas.

Screaming in my head come back to me. Panicking, thinking you finally fled. Until the door finally opens and you finally extinguish all of my dread.

Placing your sweet kiss upon my head. Wrapping your arms so tight around my body. Leading me to my bed. Telling me I will always and forever be your somebody.

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  • Novni Guest · 1 year ago

    Are they in a relationship with someone else?

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    • Kairi_Revel · 1 year ago

      No. I have abandonment issues. He is sweet and loving. Patient and Kind. It took me so many years of pain and abuse to finally find someone who loved and accepted me. I am very happy with him. But I still have moments of fear. Worrying that things will end as they always have in my life. Painfully and Tragically. But every time I become anxious, afraid, mad, upset, or any other negative emotion he is always there for whatever I need. He truly loves me like no one before has.

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